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Contents ( 40)
  1. Jeff Noon
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Part One
  5. Blue with Yellow Flowers
  6. Totems
  7. Marks on the Skin
  8. The Stranger
  9. The Middle Child
  10. Too Much Noise
  11. Down to the Roots
  12. The Shiver
  13. In the Dark
  14. Object of Desire
  15. Everyday Strangeness
  16. All That Remains
  17. Shrines
  18. Every Contact
  19. Part Two
  20. Bedsitter Land
  21. The Dreamers
  22. Decay Factor
  23. An Actress Prepares
  24. The Nine Stages
  25. The Living-room Theatre
  26. Contamination of Evidence
  27. Part Three
  28. A View of Dreamland
  29. The Devil Himself
  30. A Gift from Grandmother
  31. The Hidden Room
  32. The Gathering
  33. The Blackbird
  34. In Blue and Yellow
  35. Other Pathways
  36. Part Four
  37. A House of Twigs
  38. Spells Against Darkness
  39. SLOW MOTION GHOSTS
  40. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Hobbes kept his attention on her. ‘You mean she had used them on someone?’

Camilla grimaced. ‘Herself. She had stabbed herself. Here … the place …’ Her fingers were tracing along her stomach. ‘That one sacred place, where the blood still flowed in her, where she still breathed, and thought of herself as being alive and present. Everything else was rotten, all other parts of her, decayed, or decaying, or dead.’ Camilla took another breath. ‘And then Nicholas stepped forward. Close to her. I thought he was embracing her. But no … no. He was … he was …’

Her eyes told the truth. First her eyes, then her lips.

‘He stabbed her. Again. Again. And again.’

Camilla’s voice quietened. She could hardly gather a single breath.

‘And again …’ Hushed now. ‘He was completing the action Adeline had started. Until she slumped to the floor and lay there, trembling a little … and then falling still at last.’

There wasn’t a sound in the room.

Hobbes was going to speak, but then he watched in utter fascination as Camilla slowly undid her body from the knot it had contracted into during this long telling. Her shoulders relaxed, the non-existent pair of scissors fell from her empty hands, her arms stretched out and her fingers uncurled. Her head came up and the creases left her neck and brow. Her eyes opened wide. Her lips parted.

‘I have told everything,’ she said. ‘There is no more.’

‘You could have gone to the police,’ Latimer said.

Camilla’s answer was spoken plainly, without a shred of doubt: ‘Our family looks after itself. We are self-contained, and self-motivated, our own judge and jury.’

‘And what? You found Nicholas innocent?’

Her reply was simple. ‘Adeline was at peace. We believed, all of us, that she wanted this to happen. Nothing else mattered.’

Hobbes nodded. He waited for a moment to let Camilla settle. Then he said, ‘And each year after that you met up as a family to perform the ritual, with the dress, the tear in the cloth, the spilling of the blood?’

‘That’s right. Each year, on the same night. Leonard wrote us a script, with the parts we had to play, and the lines to say. You might find it in his papers, somewhere in the house, if he kept it. On the first anniversary we buried the dress in the cellar, her scarf and shoes. And we placed mementoes alongside her, trinkets for the journey, the things we each owned that Adeline liked to play with as a child. I gave her my grandmother’s brooch, with its missing ruby. Each object meant something different to each of us. And we buried the dress and said our prayers. It was a proper burial, to replace the one we could not give her, for obvious reasons.’

‘The body was elsewhere, hidden away?’

‘It was.’

‘And the next year?’

‘The same ceremony, but a little less grand, less ritualistic, and each year after that, as they went by, with less weeping, more quickly spoken, with fewer mourners, as first Nicholas and then Rosamund made their excuses, and then it was just myself, Leonard and Mary Estelle. We kept up the tradition for as long as we could, until I left Bridlemere at last, and Mother was put away in the home. And then it was Leonard alone, each year performing his little theatre play, just for himself and for the spirit of the dead girl.’