Back Home Truths
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1.1 [close to the bone]
  4. 1.2 [and introducing...]
  5. 1.3 [half-split]
  6. 1.4 [the Semple challenge]
  7. 1.5 [Brickpower]
  8. 2.1 [shaker up]
  9. 2.2 [heavyweight]
  10. 2.3 [♀]
  11. 2.4 [hired hand]
  12. 3.1 [wheels and deals]
  13. 3.2 [don’t cry over spilled ...]
  14. 3.3 [three’s a crowd]
  15. 3.4 [“If You Want Blood (You’ve Got It)” or “Night of the Long Knives,” take your pick]
  16. 4.1 [all the comforts of home]
  17. 4.2 [white knight]
  18. 4.3 [pay dirt]
  19. 4.4 [book learning]
  20. 5.1 [AQ]
  21. 5.2 [kihon, kata, kumite]
  22. 5.3 [pride and prejudice]
  23. 5.4 [hurt and humiliation]
  24. 5.5 [“King of the Road”]
  25. 6.1 [“Father and Son”]
  26. 6.2 [nothing succeeds like success]
  27. 6.3 [naked]
  28. 6.4 [nakeder (I know, there’s no such word)]
  29. 7.1 [42 km/hr]
  30. 7.2 [first aid]
  31. 7.3 [interest is mounting daily]
  32. 8.1 [kiai]
  33. 8.2 [kumite (sparring)]
  34. 8.3 [white knight II]
  35. 8.4 [Hope is the thing with feathers—that perches in the soul ... Emily Dickinson. American poet, 1830–86. I’m showing off.]
  36. 9.1 [white knight III]
  37. 9.2 [“Dead Man Walking”]
  38. 9.3 [tattletale]
  39. 9.4 [scat]
  40. 9.5 [painstaking]
  41. 10.1 [buzzed]
  42. 10.2 [amethyst: spiritual calm and healing]
  43. 10.3 [self-defense]
  44. 10.4 [self-disclosure]
  45. 11.1 [self-respect]
  46. 11.2 [guerrilla warfare]
  47. 11.3 [Sensei (teacher)]
  48. 11.4 [“The Razor’s Edge”]
  49. 12.1 [man to man]
  50. 12.2 [Tully]
  51. 12.3 [Hockey Night in Hilchey Bay]
  52. 12.4 [“If You Want Blood (You’ve Got It)”]
  53. 12.5 [rerun]
  54. 12.6 [“the end is the beginning ...” Japanese koan composed by Brickson MacAvoy]
  55. [author’s note]
  56. [acknowledgements]

NO TRUCK in the driveway at Rolf’s place, and no sign of Marigold or Caramel. A ladder is leaning against the side of the garage. Crouched on the roof is a girl with bright red hair. Tully Langille, who’s scared of heights, on top of the garage? Now, there’s a golden opportunity.

The rule flashes through my head as though Docker’s standing in front of me in his white gi: Seek perfection of character.

When you live with Floyd, high-minded principles are about as useful as skates on a dog. I shout, “You taking up hang gliding?”

Her head jerks around. “Go away.”

Almost, I do. Almost. “What if I take the ladder away instead?”

“Don’t you dare!”

“Why don’t you explain what you’re doing up there?”

“What does it look like?” If a voice can sound aggressive, mortified, and desperate all at the same time, hers does.

I walk closer. “Looks like you’re glued to the shingles.”

She says, talking fast, “Mom’s gone to town with Rolf for a doctor’s appointment. I saw a baby robin fall out of the nest onto the roof—it was trying to fly. So I got out the ladder. Climbed it without thinking what I was doing. The bird’s still here, so the parents keep dive-bombing me. I’m scared it’ll die. Not that you’d care.”

“Gimme one good reason why I should.”

“How would you like to fall out of the nest and no one rescue you?”

Story of my life.

Tully’s head is bowed again. “It’s suffering,” she says, so low I can scarcely hear her.

Even I can see that she’s the one who’s suffering. If she’s scared of heights like I’m scared of Floyd ...

Feet dragging in the grass, I approach the garage. “What if I come up?”

“To kill the bird?”

My fists tighten around the ladder. “To help you get down.”

“Do I have a choice?”

I climb the ladder. As I crawl onto the roof, a robin arrows out of the maple tree right for me, veering off at the last minute with a loud screech. The baby robin has wet feathers and a stunned expression. Every now and then it flutters its wings, claws scrabbling on the shingles. No takeoff. But it’s trying.

“Where’s the nest?” I say.

Still crouched low, Tully nods toward a junction of three branches, where a mess of small twigs have been woven together. A head is poking over the edge, beak gaping. “The parents can’t feed them while I’m on the roof,” she mutters. “When I got up here, I realized I couldn’t lift the bird back into the nest because I was afraid to stand up.”