Chapters (56)
- Cover
- Dedication
- 1.1 [close to the bone]
- 1.2 [and introducing...]
- 1.3 [half-split]
- 1.4 [the Semple challenge]
- 1.5 [Brickpower]
- 2.1 [shaker up]
- 2.2 [heavyweight]
- 2.3 [♀]
- 2.4 [hired hand]
- 3.1 [wheels and deals]
- 3.2 [don’t cry over spilled ...]
- 3.3 [three’s a crowd]
- 3.4 [“If You Want Blood (You’ve Got It)” or “Night of the Long Knives,” take your pick]
- 4.1 [all the comforts of home]
- 4.2 [white knight]
- 4.3 [pay dirt]
- 4.4 [book learning]
- 5.1 [AQ]
- 5.2 [kihon, kata, kumite]
- 5.3 [pride and prejudice]
- 5.4 [hurt and humiliation]
- 5.5 [“King of the Road”]
- 6.1 [“Father and Son”]
- 6.2 [nothing succeeds like success]
- 6.3 [naked]
- 6.4 [nakeder (I know, there’s no such word)]
- 7.1 [42 km/hr]
- 7.2 [first aid]
- 7.3 [interest is mounting daily]
- 8.1 [kiai]
- 8.2 [kumite (sparring)]
- 8.3 [white knight II]
- 8.4 [Hope is the thing with feathers—that perches in the soul ... Emily Dickinson. American poet, 1830–86. I’m showing off.]
- 9.1 [white knight III]
- 9.2 [“Dead Man Walking”]
- 9.3 [tattletale]
- 9.4 [scat]
- 9.5 [painstaking]
- 10.1 [buzzed]
- 10.2 [amethyst: spiritual calm and healing]
- 10.3 [self-defense]
- 10.4 [self-disclosure]
- 11.1 [self-respect]
- 11.2 [guerrilla warfare]
- 11.3 [Sensei (teacher)]
- 11.4 [“The Razor’s Edge”]
- 12.1 [man to man]
- 12.2 [Tully]
- 12.3 [Hockey Night in Hilchey Bay]
- 12.4 [“If You Want Blood (You’ve Got It)”]
- 12.5 [rerun]
- 12.6 [“the end is the beginning ...” Japanese koan composed by Brickson MacAvoy]
- [author’s note]
- [acknowledgements]
NO TRUCK in the driveway at Rolf’s place, and no sign of Marigold or Caramel. A ladder is leaning against the side of the garage. Crouched on the roof is a girl with bright red hair. Tully Langille, who’s scared of heights, on top of the garage? Now, there’s a golden opportunity.
The rule flashes through my head as though Docker’s standing in front of me in his white gi: Seek perfection of character.
When you live with Floyd, high-minded principles are about as useful as skates on a dog. I shout, “You taking up hang gliding?”
Her head jerks around. “Go away.”
Almost, I do. Almost. “What if I take the ladder away instead?”
“Don’t you dare!”
“Why don’t you explain what you’re doing up there?”
“What does it look like?” If a voice can sound aggressive, mortified, and desperate all at the same time, hers does.
I walk closer. “Looks like you’re glued to the shingles.”
She says, talking fast, “Mom’s gone to town with Rolf for a doctor’s appointment. I saw a baby robin fall out of the nest onto the roof—it was trying to fly. So I got out the ladder. Climbed it without thinking what I was doing. The bird’s still here, so the parents keep dive-bombing me. I’m scared it’ll die. Not that you’d care.”
“Gimme one good reason why I should.”
“How would you like to fall out of the nest and no one rescue you?”
Story of my life.
Tully’s head is bowed again. “It’s suffering,” she says, so low I can scarcely hear her.
Even I can see that she’s the one who’s suffering. If she’s scared of heights like I’m scared of Floyd ...
Feet dragging in the grass, I approach the garage. “What if I come up?”
“To kill the bird?”
My fists tighten around the ladder. “To help you get down.”
“Do I have a choice?”
I climb the ladder. As I crawl onto the roof, a robin arrows out of the maple tree right for me, veering off at the last minute with a loud screech. The baby robin has wet feathers and a stunned expression. Every now and then it flutters its wings, claws scrabbling on the shingles. No takeoff. But it’s trying.
“Where’s the nest?” I say.
Still crouched low, Tully nods toward a junction of three branches, where a mess of small twigs have been woven together. A head is poking over the edge, beak gaping. “The parents can’t feed them while I’m on the roof,” she mutters. “When I got up here, I realized I couldn’t lift the bird back into the nest because I was afraid to stand up.”