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Contents ( 38)
  1. Praise for Jen Frederick and her novels
  2. TITLES BY JEN FREDERICK
  3. CONTENTS
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. HEART
  36. AND SEOUL
  37. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  38. What’s next on your reading list?

“There’s something on the back,” the girl points out.

I flip the first photo over. On the back a collection of characters is written in small, neat handwriting. My heart beats a little faster. The characters are grouped in three-syllable sets, and from my limited knowledge of Korean, that’s how names are written. Names. Photos. Faces. This is the real gift the two women have given me—not the food that Anna was excited over, but the five photos.

“Who are they?” Anna fans the photos out.

“My mother.”

“For real? Like, all of them? Your dad was in a commune or something?”

“Is that a thing here?” I ask in surprise. I hadn’t considered this a possibility.

She shrugs. “Hey, it’s possible. I mean, probably not here in Korea, but it’s possible other places. It looks like there are names on the back, see?”

I’d guessed correctly. “What do they say?”

Anna gives me a side-eye. “Do you not know how to read hangukeo?”

“Hanguk— Do you mean Hangul?”

“No. Hangul is the alphabet. Hangukeo or just gukeo is the language itself.”

I grimace. I don’t know what I don’t know. “Obviously, I’m pretty ignorant.”

“I guess you’ll pick it up as you go. How long did you say you were staying?”

I stare at the photos. Five minutes ago, I was considering taking the first flight home. Now my plans seem to be changing. “I don’t know.”

“Not to be an ass, but there’s a no-cancellation clause. If you leave, we’re not going to be able to give you a refund.”

“Yeah, it’s no problem.” I’d already paid the housing fee so I’m not going to worry about money already spent. “These names . . . can I google them?” How hard would it be to find these five women?

“I mean, you could, but you wouldn’t get anywhere. No one uses that here. We all use Naver, but it’s not going to be of any use for you until you read Hangul.” Anna pulls out her phone and types one of the names in. My heart is racing. I hadn’t even considered I could find my mother now that Lee Jonghyung is dead, but the photos and the names are filling me with hope. It leaps into my throat and makes it hard to breathe. A bunch of results show up on the screen. “Lots of people have the same name, and”—she squints at the tiny photos—“none of them look like their old photos. Are you going to hire a private investigator?”

I gnaw on the corner of my mouth. “I don’t have the money for that.”

Anna grimaces. “This might be impossible, then. South Korea is small, but millions of people live here.”

I inspect the internet search results but it’s as if I’m looking at a code without the key. Hangukeo is supposed to be the easiest language to learn—at least that’s what it said online—but I haven’t managed to even memorize the simple alphabet. The results are a collection of undecipherable characters. I squeeze my throat and tell myself that this is a hurdle, but not an insurmountable one. I have Boyoung. She’ll help me.