“You don’t understand what you’re getting into. My fear of committing has bled out into every other part of my life. Professionally, I take shortcuts, because I’m afraid to do the hard work and fail. It’s why I’m a sandwich girl trying to be a reporter.” The hard part, the worst part, climbs my throat. Am I really going to reveal my worst shame out loud to these men?

Yes. I am.

I can’t believe it, but I am.

“And…I was ready to change. I was. I took a trip home to San Diego and told my parents I was done messing around. Wasting time and money with my harebrained ideas, like food trucks and all-natural deodorant. I enlisted with the marines. I was going to be in the military like my dad and finally make them proud of me, but they rejected my application. They looked at my work history and could see I had no capacity for commitment.” I try to pull my hands free of Tobias and Gabe’s grip, try to leave the warmth of Banks’s body, but they all step closer. They press in on me tightly as I gulp in a huge breath of air. “I went right back to my old habits, because I don’t know what else to do. You guys really don’t want any part of this.”

“Try us,” Gabe says gruffly against my temple.

“The truth is, we all have our shit, Elise. We’re all carrying baggage around.” Banks is speaking. “Maybe I’m crazy, but the shit doesn’t feel as heavy when we’re together.”

“I actually forgot I was carrying mine last night.” A frown line appears between Tobias’s brows. “To say that’s unusual would be an understatement.”

I’m caving. I can feel it.

I’m letting a toe edge over my line in the sand.

Because what they’re saying is true. For so long, I’ve been powerless, like I didn’t have control of my life or anything in it. Where I moved. What school I attended. As an adult, I can’t seem to find success no matter how much I want it. But when the four of us are together, I’m given this wealth of control. Sure, I’m currently locked in an escape room, but I’m usually the one deciding how we proceed. Who I touch. What I want. Yes or no.

They make me wonder what else I’m capable of. Beyond them.

“Do you guys have an actual plan or are you just going to keep showing up and accosting me in public?” I whisper in a big rush.

Their chests start to move faster. Deep exhales of relief. Inhales of anticipation.

“I always have a plan,” Banks says, pulling me closer, followed by the other two converging on me. I’m lifted into a four-way bear hug, my feet elevating off the ground.

“I always have the hotel room,” Tobias says, his tone a little bumpy. “That’s an invaluable contribution and I won’t hear any different.”

Gabe clears his throat. “I steal things.”