Back Grievers
Chapters (29)
  1. Praise
  2. Black Dawn Series
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. chapter one: Burn
  6. chapter two: Gather
  7. chapter three: Holding Vivian
  8. chapter four: Model D
  9. chapter five
  10. chapter six: Letting Go
  11. chapter seven: Strange Patterns
  12. chapter eight: Food
  13. chapter nine: Survivors
  14. chapter ten: Hardware
  15. chapter eleven: Choosing to Stay
  16. chapter twelve: The Syndrome and the Model
  17. chapter thirteen: Two Graveyards
  18. chapter fourteen: Detroit Red
  19. chapter fifteen: Quarantine
  20. chapter sixteen: Rage
  21. chapter seventeen: Wage Love
  22. chapter eighteen: Grievers
  23. chapter nineteen: Grin, Grimace
  24. chapter twenty: Reality Slips
  25. chapter twenty-one: Vivian Waits to Die
  26. chapter twenty-two: Alone
  27. Acknowledgments
  28. Copyright
  29. Friends of AK Press

Just as with Kama, as with everyone she had found, she knew she could not see what they saw. And maybe if she did, it would be the last sight of her life.

Dune touched Elouise’s hand and let the grief have her for a long moment. Elouise began to rock faster, just slightly. It was unclear when or why the rocking stopped and started. It happened in all of them, some continued synapse firing off, demanding motion.

When she could stand again, Dune was compelled to find Big Lou. He was either here somewhere and he knew, or he was gone and needed to know.

Or, said the small voice in her head. She ignored it.

She knocked on the front door. Big Lou didn’t come.

Cautiously, she stepped inside, a child entering a haunted house on a dare, not wanting to experience whatever was there. Except here the potential terrors were so much worse than plastic skeletons and cottony spider webs.

The kitchen was tiny, cluttered. There was a small pot on the stove with the heat on beneath it. Whatever had been inside the pot had burned to black. Dune turned the flame off. Had Elouise been making her tea?

The table had two plates of breakfast remains, indications of scrambled eggs, the edges of toast. Butter still in its wrapper sat next to one plate, the milk container warming in a puddle of sweat at the center of the table next to a jar of Michigan honey. Dune’s body instinctively moved to put the butter and milk in the fridge, gutted, doing this simple thing that Elouise would not do for herself or her husband ever again.

“Lou? Big Lou?”

Her voice moved through the house and brought back nothing. She stepped through the small kitchen to the only door, or rather doorframe, hinges still on one side though the door itself was long gone. Through the door was a short hallway going in both directions.

Directly in front of her on the hallway wall was Elouise’s altar to the dead, the foundation of which seemed to consist of wax from a million candles burnt over many years. Dune was moved to see a small picture of Kama laid in front of the hundreds of pictures, funeral programs, beads, bowls of regular water, bottles of Florida water, sticks of sage and incense. In the picture her mother was young, face smirking, hands outstretched like she was telling a crowd to stop applauding. There were oranges and apples on the altar, food for the spirit helpers. There were bundles of chicory root drying, hanging down over the altar. Dune wanted to say a prayer, but could conjure no words. She just touched her fingers over her heart.