Back Grievers
Chapters (29)
  1. Praise
  2. Black Dawn Series
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. chapter one: Burn
  6. chapter two: Gather
  7. chapter three: Holding Vivian
  8. chapter four: Model D
  9. chapter five
  10. chapter six: Letting Go
  11. chapter seven: Strange Patterns
  12. chapter eight: Food
  13. chapter nine: Survivors
  14. chapter ten: Hardware
  15. chapter eleven: Choosing to Stay
  16. chapter twelve: The Syndrome and the Model
  17. chapter thirteen: Two Graveyards
  18. chapter fourteen: Detroit Red
  19. chapter fifteen: Quarantine
  20. chapter sixteen: Rage
  21. chapter seventeen: Wage Love
  22. chapter eighteen: Grievers
  23. chapter nineteen: Grin, Grimace
  24. chapter twenty: Reality Slips
  25. chapter twenty-one: Vivian Waits to Die
  26. chapter twenty-two: Alone
  27. Acknowledgments
  28. Copyright
  29. Friends of AK Press

The first vegetable soup she’d made was solid, hearty, big chunks of potatoes, carrots and other root vegetables in the broth. Next she followed the instructions for cooking and canning a pureed corn soup and then an arrabiata sauce. Dune got twelve jars canned and was excited by how many things wouldn’t need refrigeration if she canned them properly.

It wasn’t until the third day of her food processing experiments that Dune realized she wasn’t just dabbling in disaster preparedness—she was preparing for the coming winter. It was obvious once she let herself think it.

She didn’t trust the city to get them through and she wasn’t going anywhere. She thought she could prepare enough food to get her and her grandmother through three months, maybe more. If Dune could make this food last through winter, they wouldn’t have to leave Detroit.

She went through Kama’s office files, which were really just all the flyers and print-outs anyone ever brought to any meeting in Detroit. Most of the paper meant nothing now, but Dune knew Kama had been part of the Food Justice Project and worked on a map of places where food had been grown and sold throughout the city. This copy of the map that Dune found was printed on a fragile piece of pale purple paper. Dune DIY-laminated it, layering clear packing tape edge over edge until this piece of survival gold was enclosed. It felt precious to her.

Kama had been a formidable advocate of gardens and fresh food and Dune knew that there was food all over the city. Everywhere she saw a cluster of carrots on the map meant there was a community garden. Many of them were behind fences, but fences meant less and less to Dune each day.

She learned that the little snowflakes meant cold storage when she came across a few cartons of potatoes in a subtle root cellar at a community garden a mile away. Within hours she’d brought the cartons home and processed them into future french fries and tall mason jars of potato soup, some with rosemary and garlic, others with leeks and celery. She stored the jars on the other side of the basement and took gallon bags of fries to the deep freezer in the shed.

The gardens were the priority. At the rate the city was emptying there wouldn’t be enough people left to take care of all that land. She wondered how much she could manage and if she could figure out what to do with all the food. The task felt impossible, which made her miss Kama, mother of all the plans and none of the fruition, who somehow excelled at the random and impossible task.

chapter eleven: Choosing to Stay