Back Grievers
Chapters (29)
  1. Praise
  2. Black Dawn Series
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. chapter one: Burn
  6. chapter two: Gather
  7. chapter three: Holding Vivian
  8. chapter four: Model D
  9. chapter five
  10. chapter six: Letting Go
  11. chapter seven: Strange Patterns
  12. chapter eight: Food
  13. chapter nine: Survivors
  14. chapter ten: Hardware
  15. chapter eleven: Choosing to Stay
  16. chapter twelve: The Syndrome and the Model
  17. chapter thirteen: Two Graveyards
  18. chapter fourteen: Detroit Red
  19. chapter fifteen: Quarantine
  20. chapter sixteen: Rage
  21. chapter seventeen: Wage Love
  22. chapter eighteen: Grievers
  23. chapter nineteen: Grin, Grimace
  24. chapter twenty: Reality Slips
  25. chapter twenty-one: Vivian Waits to Die
  26. chapter twenty-two: Alone
  27. Acknowledgments
  28. Copyright
  29. Friends of AK Press

She biked the streets, stopping by emergency rooms, eyes peeled. Dune became a field researcher. She carried a soft cover notebook, blank inside. She filled the pages with as much information as she could gather, beginning to fear that any single thing she missed would be the lost key to the whole crisis.

The first thing she noticed as she got closer was the words. Just like Kama, most of the sick peoples’ mouths were moving.

Dune hadn’t tried to decipher the words Kama was saying in the two weeks of watching her die. She had been focused on getting some kind of liquids into her mother. Now that she remembered her mother’s diatribe in the kitchen, Dune was racking her brain, sure that she could find her mother’s repeated words in the folds of memory matter. Now, when she came across a sick person, she wasted no attention on the assumption that she could save them. Now, instead, she listened.

Field notes:

Black, masculine, over six feet, red polo shirt (stained at armpits—sweating in this chill?), jeans w/torn out knees (he’s dressed for a quick dash outside), purple skully, gray hoodie. Standing in the field/lot at the top of the Dequindre Cut off Gratiot. Words, at least 5, what I could understand was: “winning tigers.” October 3.

Four members of one family, Black/Afrolatinx, in waiting room at Henry Ford. Brought in by wife/mother, with two surviving children waiting in car. Sick: father and three children, ages 49, 16, 12, 9, names Rocky, Sandra, Sasha and Sara. Last name Jefferson. Children are quiet, man is vocal but incoherent (cooing, almost comforting noises). Wife said they live between Chene and St Aubin on Leland St, and all got sick within two days of each other, starting with the father. Hysterical, wouldn’t let me see or speak to her other two children. She wants to know if they can be protected, if it’s genetic. Left sick family members at hospital for observation. Car with other two children in back, full of luggage. October 7.

Young Black/maybe mixed, maybe early 20s? In field on Mack close to Rosa Parks. Wearing a belted green dress, long black hair with red highlights. She is the lightest skinned person I have seen with H-8, (lighter than me). Stylish, student? Artist? Saying “my heart” or “my art” over and over. Soiled, been there a while. October 18.

With each person she found, Dune would write her notes down and then, if they were alone, she would call 911 and report their location for pick up. Dune took off before the police could get there, not interested in the urgent conversations full of questions with no answer. She wouldn’t be able to help the popo in their useless interrogations, even if she weren’t opposed to their existence. Which she was.