“Sure. Everyone needs closure, right? Uncertainty eats at you; well, I meant ‘you’ in the general sense, but didn’t it make you feel better when you knew what had happened to your wife? Plus, if people believe me, I can save lots of money. Like, ‘Don’t dredge that pond or send in divers. No body there.’ Or, ‘You don’t need to search through the landfill.’ Stuff like that.”

“If people believe you.”

“Yeah. Lots don’t.”

“How do you handle that?”

“I’ve learned to let it go and walk away.”

“It must be tough.”

“At first it was. Not now. What about your job?”

“Oh about what you’d expect. Drunk drivers, mostly. Neighbor disputes. Sometimes some shoplifting. Burglary. Not too much that’s mysterious or even very serious. Every now and then a wife-beater, or someone with a gun on a Saturday night. I never get to see anyone at their best.” He gave me a crooked half-smile.

I’d wondered what we could possibly find to talk about, but the next couple of hours went easier than I’d anticipated. He talked about deer hunting, and told me about the time he’d fallen out of his shooting stand and gotten nothing worse than a sprained ankle, the same year his friend John Harley had fallen from a stand and broken his back. I had once hurt my back playing basketball. He had played basketball in high school. He’d had a great time in high school, but never wanted to revisit those days. I didn’t either. I had spent my high school years trying to keep my head down and my mouth shut so no one would find out how truly weird my life was. Because of my mother and my stepfather, I didn’t want to bring anyone home with me. I’d managed pretty well until Cameron vanished. Her disappearance had been so spectacular, so media-saturated, that it had drawn a lot of unwanted attention to me.

“Seems like I remember that,” Hollis said thoughtfully. He was on his third beer. I was still nursing my second. “Wasn’t she taken by a man in a blue pickup?”

I nodded. “Grabbed on her way home. She’d been decorating the gym for some dance. I’d walked home earlier, so she was alone. This guy took her right off the street. There were witnesses. But no one ever found her.”

“I’m sorry,” he said.

I nodded in acknowledgment. “Someday I’ll find her,” I said. “Someday it’ll be her, when I feel that buzz. And we’ll know what happened to her.”

“Are your parents still alive?”

“My father is, I think. My mother died last year.” Her addictions had finally succeeded in eating up her body.

“What’s your connection with Tolliver?”