Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Description
- GRACE
- Dedication
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- CONTENTS
- Grace
- Among Women
- This Year, Next Year, Sometime, Never
- Epiphany
- Waiting Places
- The Nature of Things
- Blessed Art Thou
- I want to go back to The Angel
- News
- Enola Gay
- Shifting
- Five Easy Pieces
- The China-mender’s Daughter
- Muntjac
- To My Godmother
- The Edge of Something
- The Long Holidays
- As I Walked Out
- Who She Is
- Long Exposure
- The Glass House
- What Happens While We Are Sleeping
- Summer Storm
- Moonflower
- Hide Nor Hair
- Harvest
- Garbo Among Us
- The Promise of Snow
- Things Left Out All Night
- Homing
- Short-hold
- Wayfarer
- Still Life with Purple Sage
- At the Falls Café
- After Life
- Spare Room in Summer
- Detail
- This Morning
- Last Summer
- Woman in Blue Reading a Letter
- Guest Room
- Morandi: Still Lives
- The Dew Artist
- The Messengers
- Mrs Meakin Opens Her Window to the Larks
- Early One Morning
- To Manor Farm Only
- Verses
- The Gardener
- Ridgeway
- Risen
- NOTES
- About the Author
- Copyright
though nothing’s been done, nothing that should have been –
the takings not counted and locked in the safe,
the tables still sticky with rings.
Tomorrow they croon
like the daughter who’ll always come later
Tomorrow promises the wind across the river
Tomorrow sing the creaking wings.
News
After all this time I’m still trying
to appear to you –
it’s harder than you think,
requires a furious concentration:
like the apple you lift to your lips without looking
I’ve taken infinite pains to be here.
Once there was something I had to tell you –
the city we might flee to, or the name of a child,
words that could hinge our lives
like a breastbone its wings.
Even now when you ask
and I say Nothing
what I mean is white flesh, a shining skin:
that we must leave all we own this instant
as if the foretold enemy were coming –
our back door flung open hard against the brick,
the radio in the deserted kitchen
still blaring the news.
Enola Gay
She could be anybody’s mother
pegging out the washing on a hot August morning,
lifting a sheet’s saintly dazzle to the line.
The day stretches in front of her stainlessly:
her hands keep her busy, fluttering through each room
until all the windows are blinding.
She irons away the long afternoon,
pressing summer dresses thin as her own skin,
her face blurred by the clouds of steam.
Evening and his bedtime comes around again –
she used to kiss him, then tell him
to Blow out the light!
She crosses herself before falling asleep –
all night she flies for mile after starless mile
over fields of white linen.
Shifting
Once a week she feels the urge like a headache
to shift all the furniture around,
filling the house with a sound like thunder –
the red sofa lugged under the window,
the TV next to the fireplace,
the rug lengthways against the opposite wall.
It’s like a Christmas cracker puzzle without a solution –
the rug this time dragged into the middle, not touching,
the TV angled towards the window,
the sofa against the wall with the radiator
that still (mental note) needs bleeding.
But there’s always something that doesn’t ft
something left over –
the bookcase with its shelves of green murder,
a spider plant consigned to a corner without enough light.
What doesn’t change is the room, or the furniture,
only the permutations she has to work with
which may include, one of these fine days,
the TV, the bookcase, the spider plant,
the rug rolled up with its map of stains
all piled high on the badly clawed sofa,
itself shoved hard against the front door
on the other side of which a daughter,
home early from school, is pushing, pushing.
Five Easy Pieces
Of course we’re on the side of the girl,
the poor, pretty, pig-ignorant and pregnant blonde