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  1. Cover
  2. Description
  3. GRACE
  4. Dedication
  5. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  6. CONTENTS
  7. Grace
  8. Among Women
  9. This Year, Next Year, Sometime, Never
  10. Epiphany
  11. Waiting Places
  12. The Nature of Things
  13. Blessed Art Thou
  14. I want to go back to The Angel
  15. News
  16. Enola Gay
  17. Shifting
  18. Five Easy Pieces
  19. The China-mender’s Daughter
  20. Muntjac
  21. To My Godmother
  22. The Edge of Something
  23. The Long Holidays
  24. As I Walked Out
  25. Who She Is
  26. Long Exposure
  27. The Glass House
  28. What Happens While We Are Sleeping
  29. Summer Storm
  30. Moonflower
  31. Hide Nor Hair
  32. Harvest
  33. Garbo Among Us
  34. The Promise of Snow
  35. Things Left Out All Night
  36. Homing
  37. Short-hold
  38. Wayfarer
  39. Still Life with Purple Sage
  40. At the Falls Café
  41. After Life
  42. Spare Room in Summer
  43. Detail
  44. This Morning
  45. Last Summer
  46. Woman in Blue Reading a Letter
  47. Guest Room
  48. Morandi: Still Lives
  49. The Dew Artist
  50. The Messengers
  51. Mrs Meakin Opens Her Window to the Larks
  52. Early One Morning
  53. To Manor Farm Only
  54. Verses
  55. The Gardener
  56. Ridgeway
  57. Risen
  58. NOTES
  59. About the Author
  60. Copyright

though nothing’s been done, nothing that should have been –

the takings not counted and locked in the safe,

the tables still sticky with rings.

Tomorrow they croon

like the daughter who’ll always come later

Tomorrow promises the wind across the river

Tomorrow sing the creaking wings.

News

After all this time I’m still trying

to appear to you –

it’s harder than you think,

requires a furious concentration:

like the apple you lift to your lips without looking

I’ve taken infinite pains to be here.

Once there was something I had to tell you –

the city we might flee to, or the name of a child,

words that could hinge our lives

like a breastbone its wings.

Even now when you ask

and I say Nothing

what I mean is white flesh, a shining skin:

that we must leave all we own this instant

as if the foretold enemy were coming –

our back door flung open hard against the brick,

the radio in the deserted kitchen

still blaring the news.

Enola Gay

She could be anybody’s mother

pegging out the washing on a hot August morning,

lifting a sheet’s saintly dazzle to the line.

The day stretches in front of her stainlessly:

her hands keep her busy, fluttering through each room

until all the windows are blinding.

She irons away the long afternoon,

pressing summer dresses thin as her own skin,

her face blurred by the clouds of steam.

Evening and his bedtime comes around again –

she used to kiss him, then tell him

to Blow out the light!

She crosses herself before falling asleep –

all night she flies for mile after starless mile

over fields of white linen.

Shifting

Once a week she feels the urge like a headache

to shift all the furniture around,

filling the house with a sound like thunder –

the red sofa lugged under the window,

the TV next to the fireplace,

the rug lengthways against the opposite wall.

It’s like a Christmas cracker puzzle without a solution –

the rug this time dragged into the middle, not touching,

the TV angled towards the window,

the sofa against the wall with the radiator

that still (mental note) needs bleeding.

But there’s always something that doesn’t ft

something left over –

the bookcase with its shelves of green murder,

a spider plant consigned to a corner without enough light.

What doesn’t change is the room, or the furniture,

only the permutations she has to work with

which may include, one of these fine days,

the TV, the bookcase, the spider plant,

the rug rolled up with its map of stains

all piled high on the badly clawed sofa,

itself shoved hard against the front door

on the other side of which a daughter,

home early from school, is pushing, pushing.

Five Easy Pieces

Of course we’re on the side of the girl,

the poor, pretty, pig-ignorant and pregnant blonde