Chapters (60)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- BOOK ONE
- Prologue 1989
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- BOOK TWO - 1925
- Chapter Ten - 1925
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- BOOK THREE - 1947
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- BOOK FOUR - 1968
- Chapter Forty-one - 1968
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Chapter Forty-five
- Chapter Forty-six
- Chapter Forty-seven
- Chapter Forty-eight
- Chapter Forty-nine
- Chapter Fifty - 1970
- EPILOGUE
‘But I want to get something clear here today. If you cause any more trouble to this family, Briony won’t be in it, mate. I’ll break your bleeding neck, snap it with me bare hands, I take oath on that. Because you’re a slut, a mouthy, dirty little slut! And I’m ashamed to admit I bore you.’
Delia stared at the floor, unable to meet her mother’s eyes. ‘You’d better take in what I’m telling you, girl, this is your last chance with me, I mean it. You get rid of that bloke. I don’t care if you destroy yourself, that’s up to you, but this family’s got enough on its plate without you causing more hag.’
With that, Bernadette made to leave. Delia’s voice stayed her.
‘I’m sorry, Mum. Truly, I’m sorry about everything, about Jimmy, about Faithey ...’
Bernadette turned at the door and looked back at her. They stared into one another’s eyes for long moments before Bernadette answered.
‘Save your sorry for when you really mean it. Sorry’s an easy word to say, but that don’t automatically get you forgiveness. That’s like respect. You have to earn it. And judging by the way you live, it’ll take you bloody years!’
With that she left the little flat and shut the door behind her. As she walked down the stinking staircase, strewn with used condoms and old chippy papers, dirty syringes and circulars, she held her breath. Then she walked out into the weak sunshine and breathed in deep gulps of fresh air to cleanse her herself.
Chapter Forty-seven
Chapter Forty-seven
Briony looked around the room with keen eyes. Since the shock of Boysie’s death had worn off, her survival instinct had come to the fore. She wasn’t interested in Daniel any more, felt he had had all the help she could give him. She was more interested in protecting the rest of the family. Her mother for a start.
Molly sat hunched in a seat by the fire, a large hot rum in her hand. Every so often she wiped away a tear with a crumpled tissue, shaking her head as if in wonderment. Every so often she would read the newspaper accounts of her grandsons’ lives. Even with one of them dead and the other locked away awaiting trial for murder, she still enjoyed reading about them.
Bernadette was white-faced and quiet. Her two nephews had been a big part of her life. She would miss them genuinely and acutely. Briony loved Bernie for this fact.
Delia was not there, conspicuous by her absence, as was Suzy, Boysie’s wife, who was too busy selling her story to anyone who would pay for it: MY LIFE WITH GANGLAND MURDERER.