Chapters (60)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- BOOK ONE
- Prologue 1989
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- BOOK TWO - 1925
- Chapter Ten - 1925
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- BOOK THREE - 1947
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- BOOK FOUR - 1968
- Chapter Forty-one - 1968
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Chapter Forty-five
- Chapter Forty-six
- Chapter Forty-seven
- Chapter Forty-eight
- Chapter Forty-nine
- Chapter Fifty - 1970
- EPILOGUE
‘I could never share anything before, not really. Not with a man. Not with you. I honestly never thought of you really, all those years ago. I didn’t wonder what your reaction would be to anything, and it wasn’t because I was selfish. At least, I don’t think it was. I think it was because I didn’t know how to be with a man. Not really. Not properly. Henry Dumas and me dad saw to that. Today was like a whole new world to me. I really loved it. Then all this happened.’
‘Look, Briony, take a bit of advice. You can’t take on everything for everyone. No more than you can be everything to everyone. You need to keep a little bit of yourself for yourself. Does that make sense? You need to keep a little bit of all that love you’ve got back for yourself. For Briony Cavanagh.’
She nodded and sighed.
They stayed cuddled together in the firelight until the twins arrived home.
Liselle was quiet all the way back to her house. Boysie sat in the back of the car holding her to him, as if frightened she’d open the car door and run off. Daniel drove, his face hard and set. His granny had gone too far tonight. Her attitude when in drink had always left a lot to be desired, though they had laughed it off before. But this time she had really hurt someone.
Inside her house Boysie had made Liselle a strong cup of tea and they had sat with her, in their aunt’s ornate lounge, and silently kept her company. No one seemed to know just what to say to her.
Finally, Liselle began to cry again. Quietly this time. She was held by the twins, both with an arm around her, both telling her not to worry, they’d sort it all out for her. And as they eyed each other over the top of her head, they both knew that that’s exactly what they would do.
They’d find out who and what her father was. At least that way she’d know.
Upstairs Kerry slept the sleep of the drunk, unaware that her daughter’s world had been shattered beyond repair.
Evander looked at Skip Paquale who smiled at him. Evander smiled back, but the smile, or grimace, didn’t reach his bloodshot brown eyes.