Back Goodnight Lady
Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Praise
  4. Dedication
  5. BOOK ONE
  6. Prologue 1989
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. BOOK TWO - 1925
  17. Chapter Ten - 1925
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-one
  29. Chapter Twenty-two
  30. Chapter Twenty-three
  31. Chapter Twenty-four
  32. Chapter Twenty-five
  33. Chapter Twenty-six
  34. Chapter Twenty-seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-one
  39. Chapter Thirty-two
  40. BOOK THREE - 1947
  41. Chapter Thirty-three
  42. Chapter Thirty-four
  43. Chapter Thirty-five
  44. Chapter Thirty-six
  45. Chapter Thirty-seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-eight
  47. Chapter Thirty-nine
  48. Chapter Forty
  49. BOOK FOUR - 1968
  50. Chapter Forty-one - 1968
  51. Chapter Forty-two
  52. Chapter Forty-three
  53. Chapter Forty-four
  54. Chapter Forty-five
  55. Chapter Forty-six
  56. Chapter Forty-seven
  57. Chapter Forty-eight
  58. Chapter Forty-nine
  59. Chapter Fifty - 1970
  60. EPILOGUE

‘That’s the salt, Eileen. Remember when Mum took us to Rainham on Sea when we was kids? And we sat on the beach and paddled in the water?’

Eileen nodded, smiling at the memory.

‘We had jellied eels and whelks for supper and Kerry got sick everywhere on the way home.’

‘That’s right, Eileen.’ Briony was pleased she was talking, pleased she seemed to like this place peopled with nuns and patients who seemed to move about as silently as the nuns. It was peaceful, though, with only the sound of the tide coming in. Briony sat on the seat beside Eileen. A few lone fishermen sat on the small quayside. It was overcast and they wore their oilskins and wellingtons with a jaunty air. This part of the coast was called Thorpe Bay. All along this road were large houses, imposing residences owned by people with money and position. She gazed out over the estuary, seeing the silent movement of the ships as they passed one another. It was a calm and beautiful place. It would do Eileen good. Make her happier.

A ship’s hooter blasted and Eileen jumped. Briony laughed and put her arm around her shoulders, pulling her sister’s head next to hers.

‘Everything will be all right, Eileen, I promise you.’

‘What’s happened to Joshua, Bri? Where is he?’

Briony took a deep breath. ‘He’s gone away, love. He can’t hurt you any more.

‘Will he come back, do you think?’ Her voice was low.

‘No, he can’t come back, darlin’. Not where he’s gone.’

Eileen relaxed against her.

‘Good, I’m glad. I can’t face him any more, Bri, any of them. Keep Mum away from me for a while, will you?’

Briony started. ‘Mum? Why don’t you want to see Mum?’ This request shocked her.

‘I can’t face anyone but you, not for a while. She bosses me about, you know that. Tells me to pull meself together. I wish to Christ I could, Briony. But I have those feelings again, like I had before, remember? Sometimes I don’t know for sure who I am or what I’m doing. I hear things, Bri... People keep talking to me, all the time. I know there’s no one there really, but I have to listen to them. If I don’t, then I feel like something bad will happen.’

Briony hugged her close. Her voice was thick with tears as she said: ‘Nothing bad is ever going to happen to us again, not me or you or the others. I promise you that.’

‘I really like it here, Briony, I feel safe.’

‘You are safe, Eileen, as safe as houses.’

‘And you’ll keep Mum away, just for a little while, until I get settled?’

‘Of course I will. Anything you want you can have.’