Chapters (60)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- BOOK ONE
- Prologue 1989
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- BOOK TWO - 1925
- Chapter Ten - 1925
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- BOOK THREE - 1947
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- BOOK FOUR - 1968
- Chapter Forty-one - 1968
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Chapter Forty-five
- Chapter Forty-six
- Chapter Forty-seven
- Chapter Forty-eight
- Chapter Forty-nine
- Chapter Fifty - 1970
- EPILOGUE
‘But, Briony, they’re going at the end of the month anyway. What difference does a few weeks make?’ Bernie was amazed at her own argument for Kerry and Evander, but now the cat was out of the bag she genuinely felt sorry for them.
Briony shook her head in amazement.
‘Can’t you see? She’s been tumbled. Someone came and saw the old woman. It’s common knowledge, Bernie. We have to get shot now, as soon as we can. He has to leave with the knowledge that, if he ever comes back looking for her, there’ll be big trouble.’
Bernie looked at her hands clasped in her lap. ‘This will break her heart, Bri, she’s mad about him. Honest, she really loves him.’
As sorry for her sister as Briony felt, she had to be hard, and when she answered Bernadette, she meant every word she said. ‘Then that’s more fool her, ain’t it? But one day she’ll thank me for this. One day she’ll see the folly of what she’s been doing. Can you imagine what the upshot would be? Can you? If this was public knowledge Kerry would be an outcast. No. Her voice is the biggest thing she’s ever likely to have, and if it rests with me, she’ll use it to its fullest potential. I’ll see she don’t fuck up. I’ll see to that much personally.’
Bernadette stared at her sister for a long while before she said: ‘Do you know something, Briony? It must be great being you. You just barrel through life organising everything and everyone. You play God, and we all play your disciples. Well this last lot stinks. I admit, I wanted to see Kerry get her comeuppance. Talented, marvellous Kerry, the girl with the golden voice. But now I’m not so sure. Because I’ll tell you something for nothing - she loves the bones of that man, and you can send him off on his bike, do what you like, but you can’t change people’s feelings. I’d have thought you’d have appreciated that fact better than anyone? Look at how you feel about Benedict, and look who fathered him. You can’t help where your feelings lie, Bri. Not you, not me, not Kerry. Not even poor old Eileen.’
Briony leant across the desk, knocking her glass of whisky flying.