Chapters (73)
She unfolded her legs and hopped nimbly to her feet. She came up to him, her forehead only reaching his chin, and got up on tiptoes to kiss him. Her arms slid around his waist. She had big brown eyes, with irises so large there was almost no room for the whites around them.
‘I’m going to hit the shower,’ she said.
‘Want company?’ he asked.
‘I’d love it, but not this week.’
‘Oh.’
‘Yeah, back on the red river. Big surprise.’
He heard the frustration in her voice. They’d been trying to get pregnant for two years with no success. Cindy was rarely moody, but the first day of her period always left her feeling sorry for herself. It was taking so long that he’d begun to wonder whether God was sending them a message, but he would never say so aloud. Having children was so much a part of who Cindy was that he didn’t like to rain on her chalk painting dreams. She came from a small family. Her only sister had been murdered as a teenager. If she’d had her way, she already would have had three or four kids of her own.
He followed her into the bathroom, where she brushed her teeth and tied her hair in a ponytail behind her back. She slid down her panties, and he watched as she climbed into the shower and pulled back the old plastic curtain.
‘Any progress on Jay’s murder?’ she called.
‘I can’t really talk to you about that.’
‘Why? You talk to me about all your cases.’
‘You took Janine home. You’ll be a witness when this goes to trial.’
Cindy was silent in the shower for a long time. He wondered if it was the first time she realized that she was a part of this case, whether she liked it or not. Finally, her damp face poked around the side of the shower curtain. Her brow crinkled into an angry knot. ‘Assuming there is a trial,’ she told him. ‘Assuming she did it. Which she didn’t.’
‘Cin,’ he said, but she swept the curtain closed again with a dismissive shake.
He left the bathroom, rather than argue with her. He was still hungry, so he went to the kitchen and cut himself a blond brownie from the pan Cindy had made over the weekend. He ate it in two bites.
Their house had a drafty screened patio facing the lake. Technically, it was a three-season porch, unheated, but he sat out there throughout the winter season anyway. He didn’t bother turning on the lights. He sat in one of the chaise lounges and watched the windows. Snow flurries dotted the glass, making icy streaks. He must have dozed off, because his eyes closed, and when he opened them, Cindy lay in the other chaise beside him.