Chapters (73)
Anna fixed a drooping strap on her tank top. ‘Couple weeks ago, Al was over at the Grizzly Bear talking to Fred. I think he was looking to pick up some PT work. Anyway, my car had a flat, so Al drove me home. It was late, and he came inside with me, and we had a few drinks and put on some flicks. Next thing I know, his tongue was down my throat, and his hands were inside my T-shirt.’
Cat shot to her feet. ‘Al made a pass at you? Al?’
‘Sorry, kiddo,’ Anna told her, ‘but yeah, he did. Like I said, we were both pretty drunk. He’s probably been nursing a major hard-on wanting to get into your pants. The thing is, I won’t lie to you, Cat. As passes go, this wasn’t exactly a dropped ball in the end zone.’
‘What are you saying?’ Cat asked, but she already knew.
‘I’m saying it was a completed pass. Al spent the night with me.’
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When Janine entered the visiting room, Stride noticed the physical changes of eight years, the same way he did when he looked at himself in the mirror. They were both older. She wore no makeup. No jewelry. Like every other inmate, she was dressed down. In the past, watching Janine walk was like following a celebrity who could part a crowd with her presence. She had an otherness that set her apart from ordinary people. Now she was one of many.
‘Hello, Jonathan,’ she said as she sat down across from him.
‘Hello, Janine.’
He could see her taking his measure, the way he’d done to her. She was probably thinking similar things. He was older. Bruised and not as cocky. They sat in silence for a while, and others in the waiting room stole glances at them. Everybody knew who they were. There were no secrets here.
‘I can’t tell you how sorry I was to hear about Cindy,’ Janine said finally.
‘Thank you.’
‘She was probably my only real friend. Not that I’m comparing my loss to yours. I know what a love match the two of you were. My heart ached for you when I heard. Really. I wrote to you, but I didn’t expect a reply. I just wanted you to know that my grief was sincere.’
‘I got your letter,’ Stride told her.
‘Good.
More awkward silence followed. Once upon a time, they’d been something like friends. Now he didn’t know what they were.
‘Are you involved with someone?’ she asked him.
He didn’t answer, and she sighed and looked away.