Chapters (73)
He got up from the chair with a sigh. There wasn’t much room to walk in the office anymore. Too many boxes, but he knew what was in each one. He went to his wife in the doorway, but they didn’t touch. They were strangers who shared a house and a child. It had stopped bothering him long ago. Couples grew older. They grew apart. If they were lucky, they stayed friends.
‘I put her in prison,’ he explained. ‘Me.’
‘No, you didn’t.’
‘It’s my fault. I wasn’t strong enough to stand my ground. If I can prove that she’s innocent—’
‘She’s not innocent, Howard. She’s guilty. She’s immoral. She’s the devil.’
‘Stop that,’ he snapped.
‘She took you away from me!’
‘Don’t be ridiculous.’
Carol laughed without a glint of humor. She spread her arms, pointing at the stacks of boxes, and her voice was wild with desperation. ‘Is all of this really more important than your marriage? Is this fantasy about her more real to you than I am?’
‘Oh, for heaven’s sake,’ he said.
She put her arms around his waist and held him tightly, and he let her do it. Her head sank against his chest. It felt the way it had years earlier. When a minute had passed, he gently peeled away her hands, and then he went back to his desk.
‘Why don’t you come to bed?’ Carol murmured. An invitation.
‘I will. In just a little bit.’
She was silent, but she didn’t leave. Then his wife said: ‘I know you see her, Howard.’
He looked up nervously. ‘What?’
‘I know you visit her in prison.’
Howard wanted to deny it, but he didn’t think she was fishing for the truth. She hadn’t pulled this idea out of the air. She knew. Besides, his face was a confession, and he didn’t want to hide it from her any longer. She stared at him, and they both didn’t say a word, and then she turned and left him alone in the basement.
*
Cat lay on her back, watching the stars. Her boyfriend lay beside her. She had no idea what time it was, but she knew it was late. She’d turned off her phone, because she didn’t want Stride and Serena spying on her. They didn’t need to know that she was only fifty yards from their cottage, sprawled with Al on the beach, with the lake waves reaching almost to their bare feet.
He placed a hand on the bare skin of her swollen belly. The baby thumped from inside, and he grinned and said, ‘Cool.’