Back Goldilocks
Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. 30 Years After
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. 30 Years After
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Discover More
  47. extras
  48. meet the author
  49. A Preview of "The World Gives Way"
  50. A Preview of "Nophek Gloss"
  51. By Laura Lam
  52. Praise for

Naomi Lovelace: I don’t know. So much seems dependent on how the rest of the world responds. Do you know how I can access Valerie’s personal drive? It’ll be encrypted but with your help, maybe I can crack it. She’s been keeping a log, I know that. I’m hoping I won’t find anything, but.

She tapped her fingers against her thigh, waiting impatiently for the message to send and the reply to return. Was everyone asleep yet?

Evan Kan: But you want to check. I’ll start working up some instructions during the communication lags.

Naomi Lovelace: Thanks. Are you at work?

Technically he’d be able to route messages to his tablet, but that would have likely taken extra time, plus leave him vulnerable to discovery.

Evan Kan: I’m playing hooky. Needed a day not around people.

He wasn’t dashing off then. Naomi wouldn’t be interrupted by anyone. A chance for a proper conversation. She took another nibble of chocolate for strength as she tapped.

Naomi Lovelace: I need to tell you something. There is no easy way to say it.

Here goes. She sent the next message a minute later.

Naomi Lovelace: I’m nearly twenty-one weeks pregnant. I’m sorry for keeping it from you. Wasn’t sure it’d stick, or if I should carry on with the pregnancy. But the foetus is in good health, and Hart is monitoring everything. So I’ve decided to keep it. Her. I don’t know how involved you want to be, or not. It’s up to you. I’m not asking for anything you don’t want to offer. Valerie thinks it’s Cole’s. I haven’t corrected her.

She’d pressed send. No way to wrangle the signal back. It was a long four and a half minutes until it arrived at the base, and an even longer ten minutes before she received a response.

Evan Kan: Well. Whatever I was expecting you to say, it wasn’t this.

Naomi Lovelace: I should have told you sooner. It was a lot to take in, on top of everything else. I tried to, a few times. Chickened out. I’ve also been too afraid to ask if you regretted what happened. Or what it meant.

She closed her eyes as she pressed send. If she was going to open up to him, she might as well go all in. She wished she could see his face, though for so many years he’d been hard to read. Throughout her teen years, she’d been convinced Evan hated her. She’d been convinced she hated him. He could grasp things that took her hours of studying to understand. Learned how to break encryption just for fun. Yet he’d never had a clear plan. Stumbled about until Valerie made him go to a university. He was good at whatever he tried, whereas Naomi had to work at it.