On the second, several small vials of liquid, and on the lowest, a large pitcher filled with the same substance. Each vial was partially covered with a piece of masking tape, on which something had been written. The plump belly of the pitcher was also covered with tape. I made out two letters—S.P.—and some numbers: 81106. I said them aloud. They were the previous day’s date: August 11, 2006.

I lifted the pitcher to examine it outside the fluorescent interior. A bit of my blood streaked the handle. Through the glass, the liquid glowed yellow gold. That hue beamed through the masking tape. S.P., I read again. S.P. I returned the pitcher to the fridge, lifted the vials. One, nearly drained, read P.N., followed by more numbers—the date (because now I had in my head that these were dates), I realized, of the Spring Fling dance. I picked up a few more until I found the one I’d been expecting to see: J.B., with the date of the Bhatts’ graduation party.

Something taken, from each of those people—from S.P., Shruti Patel. From P.N., Prachi Narayan. From J.B., Jay Bhatt. Was this what had made Anita different that summer? And that gemlike glint. Prachi’s necklace, on the parking lot asphalt. The jewelry cabinet, open in Mrs. Bhatt’s closet.

I leaned over the pitcher, S.P. It smelled like—it was—lemonade. Fresh. Saccharine and sour at once. Not quite the same concoction we’d made all those years ago; it was now laced with something new. Something that had belonged to Shruti Patel.

I drank.

It was tangy, but sweetness followed, and followed. Bubbles were settling in my stomach. I never wanted it to end. As the liquid streamed down my throat, I felt a great sense of purpose.

And then—“Stop, stop, Neil, fucking stop,” came a pinched, panicked voice. Whose? Which one of them? As a throbbing began behind my eyes, Anita’s face materialized before me. Her hair was haloed by the eerie low basement light. A cold nausea set in, and then a fuzzing of my vision. But I was still drinking.

“Neil, you have to stop, please,” I heard Anita say. Her hands closed around the pitcher; she was trying to tug it away from me, with surprising strength. “You’ve had too much.”

3.

Anita held the pitcher above me. I heard her step away and place it on the counter. I knelt, bearing my knees to the floor, as though it alone confirmed my existence. Sharp, icy knuckles pressed against my forehead.

“Neil.”

I was losing all sense of time; I could not tell if I’d been there a minute or an hour.

“Am I dying?”

“No.” She waggled her fingers in front of me; her nails were painted a bright cherry red. She wore black Soffe shorts and an oversize Harvard shirt. “How many am I holding up?”