Chapters (67)
- Dedication
- Map
- Part I
- A Nest of Mice
- L’Enchanteresse
- Darkness Mine
- Coco’s Flame
- La Petite Larme
- An Insidious Presence
- A Game of Questions
- My Name Is Legion
- The Lighthouse
- Le Cauchemar
- No Rose Without a Thorn
- Part II
- Death at the Waters
- A Murder of Crows
- The Dragon and Her Maiden
- Litany
- Another Grave
- A Simple Favor
- Le Cœur Brisé
- The Waters’ Truth
- Mathieu
- What It Is to Drown
- What It Is to Swim
- The Final Verse
- Another Pattern
- Part III
- Doubt Creeps in
- Angelica
- A Lie of Omission
- A Magpie’s Nest
- The Green Ribbon
- The Oracle and the Sea Urchin
- The Most Beautiful Shade of Blue
- Sticks and Stones
- The Wager
- Holes in the Tapestry
- Winter Wonderland
- Deadly and Beautiful Things
- Ask Me No Questions
- Truth or Dare
- The Hangover
- The Rift
- Holy Men
- Part IV
- What Happiness Looks Like
- Take Me to Church
- The Belly of the Beast
- All Seven of Us
- Our Story
- Confessional
- A Single Spark
- A Shower of Light
- The Final Battle
- When a God Intervenes
- The Chasm
- As We Started
- It Ends in Hope
- Pan’s Patisserie
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Shelby Mahurin
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
Stop it. Clenching my aching teeth, I struggled to move my arms and legs in unison. She floundered in the opposite direction, and our skirt tangled in our feet, thick and heavy and dangerous. We sank another inch, and another and another, each of our panic feeding the other, heightening to a collective sort of frenzy. Nicholina, I said sharply, ignoring the roaring of my heart. It nearly exploded in my chest. Stop struggling. We need to work together, or we’re both going to die. I’m a strong swimmer. Let me lead—
Never.
The voices echoed her. Never, never, never. They swarmed around us, panicked and hysterical, and we sank faster still, weighed down by our heavy cloak and gown. I pulled at the former while Nicholina tried to loosen the latter. Swearing viciously, I joined her instead, and together—miraculously in unison—we unknotted the laces with stiff, clumsy fingers. She kicked at the skirt as I clawed at our cloak. Within seconds, both floated away from us through the black water, ominous and slow, before disappearing altogether.
Still we sank.
Shit. It was like swimming through oil, through tar. My lungs burned as I strained upward, and Nicholina finally, desperately mimicked my movements. That’s it. Keep going. Left foot, right foot, left foot, right foot.
We dance, we dance, we dance.
But we weren’t dancing at all. Already, white stars popped in my vision, and my head pounded from lack of oxygen. Sharp pain pierced my ears. And . . . and something else. Something worse. Too late, I realized that Nicholina’s veil—the darkness that had shielded her subconscious—had vanished altogether. The waters had stripped it. At last, her every thought, every feeling, every fear flooded our shared consciousness with startling clarity. Faces flashed. Pieces of memories, bits of sentiment tied to each one. Fervor and affection and hatred and shame. It was too much. Too many. I didn’t want them. Her emotions didn’t stop coming, however—so intense, so painful—and the full force of her being crashed into me like a tidal wave.
And so did my magic.
Gold and white exploded with blinding intensity, everywhere at once. Though I tried to catch a pattern—a pattern to swim, a pattern to shield, a pattern to anything—Nicholina’s emotions overwhelmed everything. They buffeted me.
What are you doing? What are you doing? She urged me onward, voice frantic, realizing too late what had happened. She hadn’t known her veil had lifted. Though she tried to summon it once more, the waters had shredded it beyond repair. Dance, little mouse! You must dance! Right, left, right, left, right!
But the waters didn’t drown us now. She did. Unadulterated emotion robbed what little of our breath remained, pulling us both beneath the onslaught. We sank and sank and sank with each fresh wave. No. We sank into each fresh wave. The darkness around us pricked with light.