Chapters (67)
- Dedication
- Map
- Part I
- A Nest of Mice
- L’Enchanteresse
- Darkness Mine
- Coco’s Flame
- La Petite Larme
- An Insidious Presence
- A Game of Questions
- My Name Is Legion
- The Lighthouse
- Le Cauchemar
- No Rose Without a Thorn
- Part II
- Death at the Waters
- A Murder of Crows
- The Dragon and Her Maiden
- Litany
- Another Grave
- A Simple Favor
- Le Cœur Brisé
- The Waters’ Truth
- Mathieu
- What It Is to Drown
- What It Is to Swim
- The Final Verse
- Another Pattern
- Part III
- Doubt Creeps in
- Angelica
- A Lie of Omission
- A Magpie’s Nest
- The Green Ribbon
- The Oracle and the Sea Urchin
- The Most Beautiful Shade of Blue
- Sticks and Stones
- The Wager
- Holes in the Tapestry
- Winter Wonderland
- Deadly and Beautiful Things
- Ask Me No Questions
- Truth or Dare
- The Hangover
- The Rift
- Holy Men
- Part IV
- What Happiness Looks Like
- Take Me to Church
- The Belly of the Beast
- All Seven of Us
- Our Story
- Confessional
- A Single Spark
- A Shower of Light
- The Final Battle
- When a God Intervenes
- The Chasm
- As We Started
- It Ends in Hope
- Pan’s Patisserie
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Shelby Mahurin
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
Moisture gathered in my eyes. “I know.”
She didn’t seem shocked by the revelation, her gaze instead turning inward. As if she hadn’t heard me at all. “He told me he wanted me to be happy. He said if Beau could do that, I shouldn’t hesitate.” She shook her head sadly. “But I don’t even know what happiness looks like.”
“Of course you do—”
“What I know,” she continued determinedly, speaking over me, “is that it isn’t Beau’s job to show me. It isn’t anyone’s job but mine. If I can’t make myself happy, how can he? How can my mother or my aunt or my kin?”
Ah. A beat of silence pulsed between us as the pieces clicked into place. I stared, longing to wrap my arms around her tense shoulders. Whether intentionally or unintentionally, Coco had been abandoned by everyone she’d dared to love. Except me. It was no coincidence she allowed herself to be vulnerable with just one person. Still . . . my heart ached when I looked to Beau, who cast covert looks in our direction every few seconds. “He isn’t them,” I whispered.
She sniffed in response. “He’s a prince.”
“You’re a princess.”
“We lead two different peoples. His will need him, and mine will need me. Look around, Lou.” She splayed her arms wide, as if Morgane and Josephine and Auguste stood here with us now. “Regardless of how this plays out in Cesarine, our kingdoms are not aligned. They never will be. We can have no future together.”
I arched a brow, parroting her own words. “You won’t know unless you try.” When she glared at me, saying nothing, I took her hands. “No, listen to me, Coco. If you don’t want Beau, fine. I promise I won’t say another word. But if you do want him—and if he wants you—the two of you will find a way. You’ll make it work.” Unbidden, I glanced back at the cabin door. “Only you can decide what your happiness looks like.”
She squeezed my hands tighter, tears sparkling. “I told you, Lou. I don’t know what my happiness looks like.”
“It’s fine not to know.” Abruptly, I pulled her to her feet, throwing my arms around her at last. Beau, Célie, and Jean Luc ceased their murmured conversation to watch us, startled. I ignored them. I didn’t care. “It isn’t fine to stop trying. We have to try, Coco, or we’ll never find it.”
Coco nodded against my cheek, and her words echoed in my ears.
Honesty goes beyond telling him who you used to be, who he used to be, who you used to be together. You need to show him.