Chapters (67)
- Dedication
- Map
- Part I
- A Nest of Mice
- L’Enchanteresse
- Darkness Mine
- Coco’s Flame
- La Petite Larme
- An Insidious Presence
- A Game of Questions
- My Name Is Legion
- The Lighthouse
- Le Cauchemar
- No Rose Without a Thorn
- Part II
- Death at the Waters
- A Murder of Crows
- The Dragon and Her Maiden
- Litany
- Another Grave
- A Simple Favor
- Le Cœur Brisé
- The Waters’ Truth
- Mathieu
- What It Is to Drown
- What It Is to Swim
- The Final Verse
- Another Pattern
- Part III
- Doubt Creeps in
- Angelica
- A Lie of Omission
- A Magpie’s Nest
- The Green Ribbon
- The Oracle and the Sea Urchin
- The Most Beautiful Shade of Blue
- Sticks and Stones
- The Wager
- Holes in the Tapestry
- Winter Wonderland
- Deadly and Beautiful Things
- Ask Me No Questions
- Truth or Dare
- The Hangover
- The Rift
- Holy Men
- Part IV
- What Happiness Looks Like
- Take Me to Church
- The Belly of the Beast
- All Seven of Us
- Our Story
- Confessional
- A Single Spark
- A Shower of Light
- The Final Battle
- When a God Intervenes
- The Chasm
- As We Started
- It Ends in Hope
- Pan’s Patisserie
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Shelby Mahurin
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
Kill me, I whispered to her mind, unable to utter the words aloud. Goading her further, even as agony crescendoed in my lungs, pressure built behind my eyes. The capillaries there ruptured in little bursts of pain before healing once more. It didn’t matter. I gripped her wrists and pressed closer with lethal purpose, staring into those sinister eyes. Kill me, or I’ll kill you.
She snarled, squeezing harder, her own murderous impulse warring against her loyalty to La Voisin, who had told her not to kill me. Who had told her I was for Morgane.
She’ll kill you if you do, I hiss. I’ll kill you if you don’t. Either way, you die.
Choking against her rage, she bared her teeth and forced me to the blood-soaked ground. I fed that rage. I fed it and stoked it and watched it consume her.
“She’ll forgive us, yes,” she breathed, wholly crazed. “Our mistress will understand—”
You stink with fear, Nicholina. Perhaps you were right—perhaps we are alike. Perhaps you fear death too. I forced a grin despite the blinding pressure in my head. Cords hung between us like the strings of a marionette—because Nicholina was a marionette. If I cut her free, she would fall. She would drown. The words raked up my battered throat like shards of glass. Like knives. I forced them past my swollen tongue, gasping, “You’ll soon . . . join Mathieu . . . in the Summerland.”
At his name on my lips, Nicholina made a guttural sound, forgetting her mistress, forgetting everything except her own bloodlust. Pressing her knee into my stomach, she leveraged her entire body, all her strength, against my throat. Her elbows locked.
And I had won.
Bridging upward with all my strength, I punched her arms at the elbow, breaking her grip, and hooked a foot outside hers. Air returned in a dizzying wave as I rolled atop her. I struck her face once, twice, before shoving off her chest to my feet. When I stumbled backward, heaving, La Voisin dropped to one knee beside the unconscious woman. She gripped the woman’s chin hard and lifted her face.
I nearly lost my footing.
Coco stared back at me.
I shook my head incredulously, still reeling from lack of oxygen. It couldn’t be Coco. It had to be someone else—someone nearly identical—
Nicholina tackled me from behind without warning, and we plummeted back into the icy churn of waters. With a high, maniacal laugh, she forced us down an even colder current. I tensed instinctively, fighting the pull, but it was too late.