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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18 - ZOEY
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20 - ZOEY
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28 - ZOEY
  32. CHAPTER 29 - MILES
  33. CHAPTER 30 - ZOEY
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33 - MILES
  37. CHAPTER 34 - ZOEY
  38. CHAPTER 35 - MILES
  39. CHAPTER 36 - ZOEY
  40. Four Months Later
  41. Acknowledgments
  42. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

The biking and jogging trail widens or shrinks along the water, depending on what else shares the space. It’s relaxing and breathtaking all at once. I’m not impressed with the Standard Hotel (LA’s is better), but I’m pleasantly surprised by all the artwork along the walk, from sculptures to murals and mosaics. No need to go inside art galleries when so much is free and visible to those of us passing by. There’s even a project called Mutations scattered on video screens throughout the walk that warms my LA heart.

“I don’t know if I’ll ever have kids, but if I do, I’m taking them to the Pershing Square Beams,” Jude’s voice intones, leading me on a detour. “In fact, the Pershing Square Beams might be the only reason to have kids. Basically, they scooped out the concrete deck so people can see the original steel beams and frames and walk on them.”

It’s impossible to resist, and soon I find myself taking part, testing my balance along the beams of the sunken, rectangular gridwork, between which sit little gardens.

It’s delightful, and I’m so enthralled by Jude’s voice, his calm reassurance and the effort he put into the tour, that I don’t even notice I’ve walked a mile and a half by the end of it. Now I’ve got to walk back, ugh . . . Yet the smile on my face never drops.

I’m rewarded by a snack he suggests at an Israeli joint called Seed + Mill at the Chelsea Market. They specialize in Nutella halvah, aka my new favorite dish.

When I get home, I shower and check the time—it’s only eleven thirty, so I can’t call Bree yet. I’m antsy, waiting for the minutes to pass. I’m also unnerved by how much I enjoyed listening to Jude, and pretending his tour was for me, and not her. How on earth could Bree abandon it after just a few minutes? Why wasn’t she riveted? Or at the very least, more appreciative?

12:01 p.m. and I’m FaceTiming her again. She looks tired when she answers; want to bet she watched the new eighteen seconds on a loop all night? (Like I’m one to talk, having listened to the walking tour on repeat . . .)

“You’ve got to give him another chance,” I tell her, cutting to the chase.

“Are you sure? Because, like, the part I listened to was a tour of my own block. I mean, it was fine, but I live here. I know the area well, I don’t need a—”

“But the effort! The time! You have to admit that someone who goes to all that trouble deserves a second chance.”