Edden’s brown eyes went wide in disbelief, and I started to get a little upset. “Edden,” I cajoled, “I don’t have anywhere else to go. Kalamack is responsible for the deaths of those Weres. I’m trying to save my own butt here. All I have to do is swim through the crap to get to it. Now, are you going to throw me a preserver, or do I have to dog-paddle the whole way by myself?”

He tilted his head to see the clock on the wall above and behind him. I could almost read his thoughts. Why couldn’t I have waited a few hours when he would have been off-shift?

“I wish you would include me in your thought processes,” he said dryly.

“Just pretend you’re still in the military,” I said, hearing our conversation ending.

“Yeah,” he said with a rueful chuckle as he stood. “I’d be safer on a front line than working with you.” He took up his coffee and gestured to the door. “After you. The sooner we’re done with this, the sooner I can go home.”

Jenks’s wings buzzed to life, and I stood, taking a moment to gather my present, my bag, and my composure. The butterflies had turned to fireflies, cramping my stomach. Edden opened the door, and when the noise hit me, I balked, thinking about how I needed the rush of danger to remind myself I was alive. Adrenaline junkie? I was embarrassed to admit that Jenks was probably right. It explained way too many things for me to simply dismiss because it was a stupid way to live. I couldn’t help but wonder if I hadn’t misjudged the risk this time and if it was going to turn around and bite me. But some of this wasn’t my fault.

Landing upon my shoulder, Jenks said, “That little charm shop is looking mighty good right about now, eh, Rache?”

“Shut up, Jenks,” I muttered, but I let him stay where he was—needing him.

Edden came to a halt beside Rose’s desk and gazed over the maelstrom of officers trying to deal with upset Inderlanders. They looked as if they were doing okay. Maybe the essays Edden had asked me to write up for their handbook were helping.

Piscary was standing off a little by himself, his inquiring eyes on me and his grip possessively on Ivy as Skimmer spoke lawyer to a nervous woman with a clipboard. They were all sitting down, and my heart clenched at Ivy’s blank stare. It was like she wasn’t there. The news crews were visible through the black windows, lights glaring in the fog as they clustered outside the doors like wannabes trying to get into a club.