Chapters (48)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- The Undead Pool: An Excerpt
- Chapter 2
- About the Author
- Also by Kim Harrison
- Credits
- About the Publisher
“It’s going to be okay,” he said, seeing my doubt.
“Kisten—”
And then he pulled me closer, angling his head to kiss me. I felt the hint of tears prickle as our lips met. My pulse jumped, not from lust but heartache. Kisten’s grip on me tightened, and my throat closed in misery. He was going to be okay. He had to be.
But in his kiss I could feel his fear through his tense muscles pressing against mine and his hold on me, a shade too tight. He said it was going to be okay, but he didn’t believe it. Though he said he wasn’t afraid to die, I could tell he was terrified of being helpless. And he was. A faceless stranger was going to try to end his life, and there would be no pity, no caring, no gentleness. Any sense of belonging or family, however warped, was going to be absent. Kisten would be less than a dog to whoever was coming. It would turn what might be a rite of passage into an ugly act of self-serving murder. It was not the way Kisten should die. But it was how he lived.
I couldn’t take it anymore. I pulled from him. Our lips parted, and I met his eyes, heavy with unshed tears. He didn’t believe. I was going to make him believe. I was going to prove him wrong.
“I have to go,” I whispered, and his hands fell from mine reluctantly.
“Hurry back,” he pleaded, and I dropped my head, unable to look at him. “I love you,” he said as I opened the door. “Never forget that.”
Almost in tears, I blinked fast. “I can’t. I won’t. I love you, too,” I said, then fled, slipping through the door and into the hall before I changed my mind.
I hardly remembered going down the cool stairs, dark from old paint and faded carpet. I looked up before I got into my car, seeing Kisten’s shadowy silhouette hovering by the filmy curtains. A shiver went through me, rattling my keys when I didn’t stifle it. I hadn’t known that the depth of control the undead had on their underlings was so strong that they would willingly submit to planned murder, and I again thanked God that I had never let any vampires, even Ivy, bind me to them. Though he was seemingly independent and confident, Kisten’s mental well-being hung upon the whim of someone who really didn’t give a damn. And now he had nothing. Except my trying to keep a faceless vampire from killing him for sport.
Never, I thought. I loved Kisten, but never would I let a vampire bind me. I’d die first.