Five Tuesdays in Winter
Chapters (13)
Also by Lily King
Also by Lily King
The Pleasing Hour
The English Teacher
Father of the Rain
Euphoria
Writers & Lovers
Dedication
For my brother Apple, with all my love
CREATURE
The summer I was fourteen, a few months after my mother had moved us out of my father’s house, I was offered a job on Widows’ Point babysitting this old lady’s grandchildren who had come to visit for two weeks. Mrs. Pike got her dresses fitted at my mother’s shop and the two of them made these arrangements without consulting me. It wasn’t like my other babysitting jobs, a few hours at a time. I had to live there. I can’t remember the conversation with my mother, if I’d wanted to go or if I’d put up a fight. I fought her on so many things back then.
The Point was a frying pan–shaped spit of land that thrust out into the Atlantic. Beyond it, at low tide, you could see a crescent of rocks offshore, but at high tide the water hid them entirely. No doubt it was those rocks, several hundred years earlier, that made the widows who’d given the Point its name. My father still owned the house I’d grown up in, on the handle of the pan, and to get to the Pikes’ from our apartment downtown I had to pass it on my bike. He was in rehab again, in New Hampshire this time, but still I kept my head low as I pedaled by. All I saw was the bed of flowers along the road, untended since last fall, new shoots and buds trying to push through brown husks. This was the third time we’d moved out and I hoped the last.
The road sloped down after that as it began its loop around the Point. An ornate sign announced PRIVATE WAY. High hedges hid most of these fancier houses from sight, giving everything an overgrown, Sleeping Beauty feel. As kids we’d ridden down here despite the warning, scaring ourselves into believing that we’d be put in jail if we got caught, but we never dared go down a driveway. Still, we knew all the pillars, all the plaques with the old names barely legible anymore.