Chapters (42)
- CHAPTER ONE
- PART ONE: THE SEVENTIES
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- PART TWO: THE EIGHTIES
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- PART THREE: THE NINETIES
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- PART FOUR: THE NEW MILLENNIUM
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- PREVIEW
“I’ve done some stupid things in my life, Katie, and for most of them I’ve paid the price. Lately, you’ve paid the price, too. I know how hard it’s been on you, this past year. And I want you to know this: you are the one thing I’ve done right in this life.” He took the necklace out of the box and put it on her. “I’ve taken a new job at my old station. You won’t have to worry about me anymore. You’re my heart, Katie Scarlett, and I’ll always be here for you. I love you.”
Kate’s throat tightened with emotion. “I love you, too.”
During college, the cherry trees in the Quad had marked the passing of time. Every season came and went on those spindly gray-brown branches. In the eighties, time had been marked by the streetlamps on the cobblestoned street in front of the Public Market. When the first SEASON’S GREETINGS flag fluttered beneath the lamps, she knew another year had gone by.
In the nineties it was Tully’s hair. Every morning, while Kate fed and bathed Marah, she watched the morning show on TV. Like clockwork, Tully’s hairdos changed twice a year. First there had been the Jane Pauley extra-short bangs, then the Meg Ryan messy look, then the pixie cut that made her look impossibly young, and most recently, she’d chosen the most talked-about cut in the country—the Rachel.
Every time Kate saw a new hairdo, she winced at how fast time was moving. The years weren’t just passing, they were flying by. Already it was the last day of August, 1997. In a little more than a week her baby would be starting second grade.
She hated to admit how much she’d been looking forward to this day.
For the past seven years, she’d been the best mother she knew how to be. She’d diligently recorded every milestone in Marah’s baby album and took enough photographs to scientifically document a new life-form. More than that, she enjoyed her daughter so much that she sometimes felt lost in the sea of love that surrounded them. She and Johnny had tried for years to conceive another child, but they had not been so blessed. It had been difficult for Kate to handle; in time, though, she’d accepted her small family and poured herself into making every moment perfect. Finally, she’d found something she was passionate about: motherhood.
But as the months turned into years, she’d begun to feel a tiny itch of dissatisfaction. At first she’d kept it bottled inside of her—after all, what did she have to complain about? She loved her life. She spent what spare hours she did have volunteering in the classroom and at Helper House, the local center that provided assistance to women in need. She even took a few art classes.