He sat at his desk and saw the unanswered letters and the shopping list he had written Saturday evening, and remembered he was supposed to phone someone this morning about something that could not wait, but he could not for the life of him recall who it was. So he dialed Tsvika Kropotkin’s number, woke him up, and stammered a long embarrassed apology, but still kept Tsvi on the line for a good twenty minutes about the tactics of the left and the new changes in the U.S. position and the time bomb of Islamic fundamentalism that was ticking away all around us, until Tsvi interrupted: “Fima, I’m sorry, don’t be mad, but I simply have to get dressed. I’m late for a class.” Fima concluded the conversation as he had begun it, with an excessively long apology, and he still could not remember if he was supposed to call somebody this morning or instead wait for the call, which he might have missed now because of his chat with Tsvi. Less a chat than a monologue. So he dropped his idea of calling Uri Gefen as well, and checked over his computerized bank statement, but he couldn’t tell if six hundred and fifty shekels had been credited to his account and four hundred and fifty debited or the other way around. His head sank on his chest, and inside his closed eyes passed crowds of Muslim fanatics excitedly chanting suras and shouting slogans, smashing and burning everything that stood in their way. Then the square was empty, with only tatters of yellowed paper fluttering in the breeze and blending with the pattering rain that fell all the way from here to the Bethlehem hills swatched in gray mist. Where are you, Efraim? Where is the Aryan side? And if she is chilly, why is she?

Fima woke to the touch of a heavy warm hand. He opened his eyes and saw his father’s brown hand resting like a tortoise on his thigh. It was an old, thick hand with yellowing nails, a hand with hills and valleys, crisscrossed with dark blue blood vessels, dotted with patches of pigment and sparse tufts of hair. For a moment he panicked. Then he realized that the hand was his own. He woke and read over, three times, the headings he had written down Saturday for an article he had promised to turn in by today’s deadline. But what he had intended to write, what had excited him to polemical impishness, today seemed totally flat. The very urge to write had been dulled.