Chapters (67)
- Dedication
- 1Playing the Sap—Again
- 2Fit for Life
- 3Auteur Deconstructed
- 4Long Shot
- 5Designer Beer
- 6Crossing the River
- 7A Happening Place
- 8On the Hill
- 9Red Menace
- 10What Big Teeth You Have
- 11Rabid Fans
- 12Ugly Duckling
- 13One Sober Minute
- 14It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad Scientist
- 15And Besides, the Mensch Is Dead
- 16Down by the Riverside
- 17Junkyard Dogs
- 18Those Good Old Days
- 19Dead End
- 20The Short-Tempered Arm of the Law
- 21Voices from Home
- 22Barflies
- 23Picture Perfect
- 24Trespassers W
- 25Trouble in Douglas County
- 26Patriots Care
- 27Spiritual Adviser
- 28Disappearing Act
- 29Data Swapping
- 30Visiting Brass
- 31Origin Stories
- 32Carrying the Can
- 33Picking Through the Bones
- 34Hard Words
- 35Knee-Deep in Water
- 36Casual Day in Court
- 37Twenty-Four-Karat Smile
- 38Upscale Housing
- 39Surprise, Surprise!
- 40Polar Bear
- 41You’re So Ignorant
- 42Sonia, April 1983
- 43Hazmat Site
- 44Swabbing the Decks, or Something
- 45Here for the Duration
- 46The Fighting Germs
- 47Playing with Germs
- 48Late Night at the Library
- 49Baby Blues
- 50Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be?
- 51Known Unknowns
- 52Good Country People
- 53Date Night at the Movies
- 54Now the Wench Is Dead
- 55Men in Black
- 56Snake Eyes
- 57Tang Soo
- 58Ci Sono
- 59Entertaining Visitors
- 60Fairy Tales
- 61The Sisters Grow Up
- 62There’s No Place Like Home
- Thanks
- About the Author
- Also by Sara Paretsky
- About the Publisher
“Just one last question and I’ll get out of your way. Who is Magda? Your sons told me—”
“Magda?” Red spots appeared on her face, fury sending blood to her head. “Has that bitch reappeared? I thought we were rid of her for good, little goddamn bitch of a sycophantic pseudoscientist.”
I backed away involuntarily, as though her vitriol could eat through my own skin. The stack of books wobbled and fell over.
“Get out of my house,” Shirley hissed, her face still blotched. “Get out of my house, and don’t ever dare come back into it.”
I stood on shaking legs. “Rid of her for good when? Last week or last century?”
She hurled her pen at me. Her aim was good. I got my hands up fast enough to protect my face, but my wrist took a stinging hit.
I retreated toward the kitchen but stopped long enough to say, “I called the hospital this morning. Sonia’s still in a protective coma. I talked to her brothers yesterday. They were both distressed and wished they’d known sooner that she was hospitalized.”
“If you dare bother my children again, I’ll get the police involved,” Shirley spat.
“Does that include Sonia?” I asked. “Have you been to the hospital yet?”
This time she threw a book, but I was out of range. I walked down the dusty hall and let myself out through the front door.
I wished I hadn’t deposited Peppy at Free State. I could have used a little puppy therapy about now. As a poor second, I drove to the end of the street and lowered my car seat so I could lie back, eyes closed.
Shirley’s anger was so extreme it singed. Who was the more damaging person in that marriage, Shirley or Nate? He was volatile and abusive, she was drunk and vitriolic. What a sea for a poor little polar bear to swim in. I found myself blinking back tears for Sonia.
I massaged my temples. Breathe into Shirley’s anger, let it wash away from you. I thought of my own parents, my father’s deep, protective love for my mother and the nights she and I had stayed up, sick with worry, while he worked the free-fire zones on Chicago’s West Side.
My mother died when I was sixteen, on a cold March day. My father and I had spent the night in her hospital room, my father inserting himself between the tubes and wires in her bed so that he could cradle her in his lap. I was at her side, holding her hand. For sixteen years we had been a little triangle of love, with me as the apex they both supported. I’d spent too much time on self-pity, the loss of my mother heavy in my heart, weighted further by my father’s death a decade later. I had never stopped to think how exceedingly lucky I’d been.