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Chapters (67)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1Playing the Sap—Again
  3. 2Fit for Life
  4. 3Auteur Deconstructed
  5. 4Long Shot
  6. 5Designer Beer
  7. 6Crossing the River
  8. 7A Happening Place
  9. 8On the Hill
  10. 9Red Menace
  11. 10What Big Teeth You Have
  12. 11Rabid Fans
  13. 12Ugly Duckling
  14. 13One Sober Minute
  15. 14It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad Scientist
  16. 15And Besides, the Mensch Is Dead
  17. 16Down by the Riverside
  18. 17Junkyard Dogs
  19. 18Those Good Old Days
  20. 19Dead End
  21. 20The Short-Tempered Arm of the Law
  22. 21Voices from Home
  23. 22Barflies
  24. 23Picture Perfect
  25. 24Trespassers W
  26. 25Trouble in Douglas County
  27. 26Patriots Care
  28. 27Spiritual Adviser
  29. 28Disappearing Act
  30. 29Data Swapping
  31. 30Visiting Brass
  32. 31Origin Stories
  33. 32Carrying the Can
  34. 33Picking Through the Bones
  35. 34Hard Words
  36. 35Knee-Deep in Water
  37. 36Casual Day in Court
  38. 37Twenty-Four-Karat Smile
  39. 38Upscale Housing
  40. 39Surprise, Surprise!
  41. 40Polar Bear
  42. 41You’re So Ignorant
  43. 42Sonia, April 1983
  44. 43Hazmat Site
  45. 44Swabbing the Decks, or Something
  46. 45Here for the Duration
  47. 46The Fighting Germs
  48. 47Playing with Germs
  49. 48Late Night at the Library
  50. 49Baby Blues
  51. 50Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be?
  52. 51Known Unknowns
  53. 52Good Country People
  54. 53Date Night at the Movies
  55. 54Now the Wench Is Dead
  56. 55Men in Black
  57. 56Snake Eyes
  58. 57Tang Soo
  59. 58Ci Sono
  60. 59Entertaining Visitors
  61. 60Fairy Tales
  62. 61The Sisters Grow Up
  63. 62There’s No Place Like Home
  64. Thanks
  65. About the Author
  66. Also by Sara Paretsky
  67. About the Publisher

The wicker chair I’d moved on Thursday was still where I’d placed it, but a set of books and crossword puzzles stood on it. I added those to a teetering stack on the side table and sat down.

“Then what sin did Matt commit that turned him into a ‘subhuman specimen’ in your husband’s eyes?”

“My darling daughter’s language. You’ve been talking to her? I thought she was in a coma.”

“She is. That’s something she said earlier.” I started to ask if Shirley had been to the hospital yet but bit the words off: I wanted information, not a fight. “Regardless of the language, what did Matt do?”

“I don’t know. He cultured the wrong specimen, or switched specimens in mid-experiment. Nate was beside himself. The army got involved because they’d funded the research. Nate had to go to Washington and explain himself. He must have done a good job—they renewed the grant, and Nate kept his job.”

“Sonia saw something at the missile site back in 1983, whether—”

“She thinks she saw something. If you’re believing the things she babbles—”

“Someone tried to murder your daughter yesterday. She’d begun recovering from her drug overdose and was coherent. Someone is afraid of what she’ll reveal about events at the McKinnon farm, either three weeks or three decades ago. It would be incredibly helpful if you stopped hiding behind Cheese— behind Chesnitz’s diagnosis and started listening to your daughter.”

“Mind your own goddamn business,” Shirley snapped. “We managed perfectly well in our own bucolic, hick-town way before you came muscling in from the big city to tell us what to do.”

I glared at her. “You call this managing well? Your husband and you fighting day and night? Your sons so out of touch you didn’t even let them know their sister was in the hospital? You’re an intelligent woman. Don’t you think you’d feel better—manage better—if you let the truth seep in around the edges?”

She struggled to her feet. “Don’t preach at me. You know nothing about my truth, or my family’s. You’re not the one whose daughter tried to immolate herself on a barge on the river, imagining she could commit suttee because her fictional lover had supposedly died in a fire.”

“You’re right, I don’t know those things,” I said more quietly, “but I don’t believe that Sonia made up Matt Chastain’s death. Maybe she jumbled a lot of details together—she was fourteen, she was lonely and, like you, sensitive and imaginative—but she saw something that terrified her.”

Shirley was appeased enough by the implied compliment to sit down again, but I couldn’t get her to budge on what Sonia had seen thirty years ago. I finally gave up on it.