Chapters (38)
- Cover
- Half Title
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Contents
- Preface
- 1 Kurban:
- 2 I Am an Orphan, Press Me to Your Chest
- 3 What Has That Got to Do with It, Dad!
- 4 I Am Grown Up, Dad
- 5 The Weight of Your Coat
- 6 “We’ll Ask Someone for Our Name, and She’ll Tell Us”
- 7 The Seal
- 8 Whose Blood Is That on the Photo?
- 9 The Smell of Bread or Blood?
- 10 What’s Left for Us
- 11 A Drop of Water
- 12 Just Let Go
- 13 Turkey at the End of Its Rope
- 14 Hearts in the Palms of Our Hands
- 15 The Burnt Smell Inside Us
- 16 The Quilt
- 17 Where Are Our Dead?
- 18 Mothers Sniff Out Their Lambs
- 19 The Soul of a Word
- 20 Three Kinds of Truth and Us
- 21 The Country Doctor
- 22 The File Under My Arm
- 23 The Country of the Forgotten Dead
- 24 The Coming of the Fiancée
- 25 The Lie
- 26 Why These Scars?
- 27 The Municipality Man Who Drew a Gun
- 28 Tell All Your Friends, I learned How to Die
- 29 God Willing, He Is Dead
- 30 Come Along, Let’s Start off by Saving Ourselves
- 31 A Whistle Out of Chestnut
- Glossary
Kurban: An animal sacrificed to God at the religious festival of Eid, also used as a term of endearment.
Kızılırmak: The longest river in Turkey, the “red river” or Halys river that runs to the Black Sea.
Meyhane: A tavern serving traditional Turkish food and drink.
Feth-i Kabir: A postburial autopsy issued by court order in relation to a suspicious death.
Hoca: A religious official such as a priest or an imam, also a title used to show respect to an elder or craftsman.
Musalla: The altar on which a coffin is placed during the religious ceremony preceding burial in accordance with Islamic rites.
Somya: A small, single bed with an iron frame.
Parka: A dark green military overcoat commonly worn by leftists in late 1970s Turkey.
Abi: An older brother, also used to lovingly or respectfully address an older friend.
Pekmez: A traditional molasses made from boiled-down grape juice.
Anadol: A Turkish car produced in the 1970s, the name alluding to its birthplace, Anatolia.
Kaymakam: The highest-level state official serving in towns, the equivalent to a city governor.
Ebe: A midwife who personally oversees a birth or assists women specialists in large hospitals, also the title used to address a wise woman.
Tafana: A pantry in the houses in the old district of Avanos, near Cappadocia, where food is prepared and stored, sometimes used as a place to sleep.
Valla: A common exclamation meaning, “I swear,” or “for the life of me.”
Kadayıf: A traditional oven-baked sweet made of shredded pastry and pistachios.
Gasılhane: The place where a body is cleansed before burial in accordance with Islamic tradition.
Usta: The title for a master craftsman, also used to address a revered friend.
Yilmaz Güney: (1937–1984) Turkish actor, director and screenplay writer, known for such films as The Herd, The Road and Hope.
Hacı: The title used for those people who have made the holy pilgrimage to Mecca and Medina.
Prafa: A common card game played in rural teahouses.
Tandır: An oven in a hole in the ground, also a lamb dish slowly cooked over embers.
Tatlık: The cloth wrapped over the mouth of a tandır and which is often placed over a baby.
Hıdrellez: The holy day of dancing and feasting to mark the advent of spring on the 5th or 6th of May.
Kısır: A cold dish made of bulgur, also meaning, infertile.
Şekerpare: A small oven-baked sweet in thick syrup.
Ayran: A salted yoghurt drink.
Mantı: Traditional Turkish ravioli filled with ground beef and served with yoghurt and melted butter.
Yenge: The title of a sister-in-law, also commonly used to address a close female friend or relative.
Tava: A broad low-rimmed pan, also a dish of sautéed onion, peppers, tomatoes and lamb cubes.
Çiğ köfte: A traditional raw dish popular in eastern Anatolia, bulgur, ground beef and spices mashed over several hours.