Chapters (27)
The master left the two of us to talk, and we realized that we lived in the same entryway, his suite at the bottom and mine on the fourth floor, a cellist named Julia Tom between us who practiced in the early mornings. I admitted to him that I often sat on the stairs beside her door to listen to her play.
“Is there a composer you very much like?” he asked me.
“I don’t know a lot about classical music,” I replied, “or poetry either, to be honest.”
“That’s all right. That’s what you’re in school for.”
I was thankful for Professor Heaney’s kindness, and as I left him, I promised myself that I would devote more time to poetry, and would take a music class so I could at least learn about the composers whose pieces my cellist neighbor played. I felt inspired to return to my room and find poems to read, so I walked back to the courtyard where there were more people after the sun came out and it got warmer. I decided to trace a meandering path through the gathered guests, waving at friends I recognized, before I headed to my entryway.
“That girl looks like my girlfriend,” I heard someone say just as I left the invisible loop that bound the crowd, and I didn’t turn around so he would keep thinking I was a girl.
When I got to the end of the winding circular stairway that led to my room, I settled in bed with the party just a set of fuzzy figures outside my window and opened my thick Norton Anthology with its onionskin paper to look for the section on Christina Rossetti. I’d been thinking a lot about the last poem she wrote, called “Sleeping at Last,” and realized when I opened the page that I already knew it by heart, as my eyes passed over the first stanza:
Sleeping at last the trouble & tumult over,
Sleeping at last the struggle & horror past,
Cold & white, out of sight of friend & of lover,
Sleeping at last.