I nodded. I knew she wasn’t just asking about tonight. And I didn’t want to leave. I loved it here: the kitchen, the witch’s garden, the cool-factor of living in a church. That she valued our friendship meant a lot to me, and after avoiding true friendship for years because of what had happened to my dad, having a best friend meant a lot to me too. She had once threatened to withdraw her desperately needed protection from me if I left. This time, she hadn’t. I was afraid to look for the reason, afraid that it might stem from that tiny thrill I had felt when she had tasted my tears.

“Thank you,” she said, and I froze as she leaned forward over the table to give me a quick hug. The scent of almonds and leather filled my senses. “If Kisten can convince you that blood isn’t sex,” she said, “promise to tell me?”

I stared at her. The memory of Skimmer kissing her flashed through me and was gone.

Apparently satisfied, she let go, stood, and went into the kitchen.

“Ivy,” I breathed, too numb and strung out to speak louder, knowing she could hear me. “How many rules are we breaking?”

She hesitated as she appeared in the hallway, satchel and sword in hand, shifting from foot to foot and not answering me. “I’ll be back after sunrise. Maybe we can have a late dinner? Gossip about Kisten over lasagna? He’s actually a nice guy—he’ll be good for you.” Giving me an awkward smile, she left.

Her voice had held a faint ribbon of regret, but I didn’t know if it was for having lost me or Kisten. I didn’t want to know. I stared at the carpet, not seeing the candles or smelling the scent of wax and perfume as the faint boom of the door shifted the air. How had my life gotten this screwed up? All I had wanted to do was quit the I.S., help a few people, make something of myself and my degree. Since then I had found and driven away my first real boyfriend in years, insulted a pixy clan, become Ivy’s golden ring, and had sex with a living vampire. That wasn’t even counting the two death threats I’d survived or the precarious situation with Trent. What the hell was I doing?

Rising, I stumbled into the kitchen, face cold and legs feeling like rubber. Looking up at the sound of running water, I froze. Algaliarept was at the sink filling the teapot, its tarnished copper beading with condensation.

“Good evening, Rachel,” he said, smiling to show me flat teeth. “Hope you don’t mind me making a pot of tea. We have a lot to do before the sun comes up.”

Oh God. I’d forgotten about that.