“I AM NOT CUTE!” he shouted to the horse. The horse tossed its head and whinnied like it had just been shown some sort of great kindness. It just irritated Mikey even more. Although he didn’t wish to be a monster again, neither did he want a condemnation of cuteness.

He looked to his right hand. It had once been a deformed claw, covered in growths too unpleasant to mention. He had made it that way himself, for he had the power of change. Of course that was before Mary showed him that blasted picture of himself—the memory-in-a-locket that forced him to remember who he was. He turned his hand over, looking at his palm, his fingertips. They glowed with his faint afterglow, but otherwise, they were plain and human, and they hadn’t changed since that day he violently and unexpectedly transformed back to his human self.

Forcing change, however, had always been a different matter. It didn’t happen in an explosive burst of memory, it was slow, imperceptible. It took weeks to make the smallest of physical changes stick—but no one else he had ever met could do it. Sure, everyone changed over time as they forgot their lives on earth, but Mikey could choose how he changed. He could make himself into whatever he wanted.

But not anymore. Ever since becoming his former self, he hadn’t physically changed in the least. “It’s your fault!” he had told Allie in one of his weaker moments, but Allie had just shrugged it off. “Don’t blame me for your morphing issues,” she had said—but it was her fault in a way … because for Mikey to change, he had to truly want it. And since Allie liked him just the way he was, he simply didn’t want it enough.

But Allie was off skinjacking, wasn’t she? She was practicing her unique talent, so why shouldn’t Mikey practice his? And if he changed just a little, at least it would prove that he still could do it! It would prove that being Mikey McGill, the all-American Afterlight, was a choice, and not a sentence. So as he waited for Allie at the edge of the small town, he concentrated on his hand, training his thoughts on forcing some new reality upon himself. It didn’t matter what the change was, as long as it happened. He concentrated so hard he could swear the sun dimmed slightly in the sky.

And something happened!

As he stared at his fingers, the skin between them began to grow. He watched in building excitement, as the fingers of his right hand became webbed! True, it was only down at the lowest knuckle, but it had happened—and much faster than ever before. This kind of change would take days to cultivate, when he was the McGill. And it occurred to him that perhaps having been nonhuman for so long, had made him more elastic.