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Chapters (142)
  1. About the Author
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. NOTEBOOK 1
  6. Brukie’s Sandy
  7. April 1972
  8. 1
  9. May 1972
  10. 2
  11. 3
  12. June 1972
  13. 4
  14. July 1972
  15. 5
  16. 6
  17. 7
  18. 8
  19. October 1972
  20. 9
  21. 10
  22. 11
  23. October 1972
  24. 12
  25. December 1972
  26. 13
  27. December 1972
  28. 14
  29. December 1972
  30. NOTEBOOK 2
  31. Brukie’s Sandy
  32. January 1973
  33. 1
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. March 1973
  40. 7
  41. 8
  42. 9
  43. 10
  44. April 1973
  45. 11
  46. 12
  47. 13
  48. 14
  49. June 1973
  50. 15
  51. July 1973
  52. 16
  53. 17
  54. 18
  55. 19
  56. August 1973
  57. 20
  58. 21
  59. August 1973
  60. 22
  61. 23
  62. 24
  63. August 1973
  64. 25
  65. August 1973
  66. 26
  67. August 1973
  68. 27
  69. NOTEBOOK 3
  70. Brukie’s Sandy
  71. March 1974
  72. 1
  73. 2
  74. 3
  75. 4
  76. 5
  77. April 1974
  78. 6
  79. 7
  80. June 1974
  81. 8
  82. July 1974
  83. 9
  84. August 1974
  85. 10
  86. August 1974
  87. 11
  88. October 1974
  89. 12
  90. October 1974
  91. 13
  92. October 1974
  93. October 1974
  94. 14
  95. October 1974
  96. 15
  97. 16
  98. November 1974
  99. 17
  100. November 1974
  101. December 1974
  102. CODA
  103. Brukie’s Sandy
  104. 1
  105. 2
  106. 3
  107. 4
  108. 5
  109. 6
  110. 7
  111. 8
  112. 9
  113. 10
  114. 11
  115. 12
  116. 13
  117. 14
  118. 15
  119. 16
  120. 17
  121. 18
  122. 19
  123. 20
  124. 21
  125. 22
  126. 23
  127. 24
  128. 25
  129. 26
  130. 27
  131. April 1975
  132. Brukie’s Sandy
  133. 28
  134. 29
  135. 30
  136. 31
  137. 32
  138. 33
  139. Glossary
  140. Note
  141. Acknowledgments
  142. Works Cited

Oh! Now look like I wee my selv. Embarrass!

No, no, ye canna hardly notice with that colour, I said.

Comforting murmurs from the others.

It’ll be dry by the time we get back, pet, Lois assured her.

Enzia looked doubtful but flounced the skirt of her dress in both hands. Flap, flap, like a scarlet bird, up and down the beach.

The rest of us staggered up through sand and pigface to the lifesavers’ shed near Marine Terrace, where we’d left our shoes. We flopped onto the stubble of grass.

Vi squinted at a puckered thread on her dress, easing it with her thumb.

Wonder what they’ll look like in uniform? she said, all dreamy.

Who?

Our boys—who do ya think! Jack and Clarrie in Baking, Micky and Bob. They’re all talking about enlisting when the time comes. Even Bruce and Mr Prentice, and they’d be in their forties if they’re a day, I reckon.

Don’t say such things! There’s not a war yet, an’ some are saying there will never be one. All that trouble in Europe—that’s nothing to do with us here.

Vi looked at me, scandalised. Of course it’s to do with us! If England steps in, then we’re in too. We’re with the Mother Country.

YOUR country, Lois added pointedly.

Your husband will be going?

Course he will. Ollie spoke for Magnus without so much as a glance at me. Every good man will be going as soon as the call is out.

I pulled on my shoes, quiet.

Vi sighed. It was the kind of sigh she usually reserved for chocolate sponge. Well, I think Clarrie will cut quite the dash as a soldier.

Ollie and Lois glanced at each other and giggled.

The dinner break was nearly over. I stood and brushed myself down, desperate to think about something other than the thing no-one could stop thinking about.

Enzia flew past, kicking up sand. Come, hurry, or we late!

~

Magnus was already home by the time I pushed open the door. His bicycle leaned against the wall, the leather seat still warm with the yeasty, malty smell that was on his clothes, his skin, his hair, even after he lathered it away in the tub. I never minded it, that smell.

Sometimes I recognised something like it on his breath, but it was sour, like rotten beet. The stale remains of Penguin Stout. That I never liked.