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Chapters (142)
  1. About the Author
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. NOTEBOOK 1
  6. Brukie’s Sandy
  7. April 1972
  8. 1
  9. May 1972
  10. 2
  11. 3
  12. June 1972
  13. 4
  14. July 1972
  15. 5
  16. 6
  17. 7
  18. 8
  19. October 1972
  20. 9
  21. 10
  22. 11
  23. October 1972
  24. 12
  25. December 1972
  26. 13
  27. December 1972
  28. 14
  29. December 1972
  30. NOTEBOOK 2
  31. Brukie’s Sandy
  32. January 1973
  33. 1
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. March 1973
  40. 7
  41. 8
  42. 9
  43. 10
  44. April 1973
  45. 11
  46. 12
  47. 13
  48. 14
  49. June 1973
  50. 15
  51. July 1973
  52. 16
  53. 17
  54. 18
  55. 19
  56. August 1973
  57. 20
  58. 21
  59. August 1973
  60. 22
  61. 23
  62. 24
  63. August 1973
  64. 25
  65. August 1973
  66. 26
  67. August 1973
  68. 27
  69. NOTEBOOK 3
  70. Brukie’s Sandy
  71. March 1974
  72. 1
  73. 2
  74. 3
  75. 4
  76. 5
  77. April 1974
  78. 6
  79. 7
  80. June 1974
  81. 8
  82. July 1974
  83. 9
  84. August 1974
  85. 10
  86. August 1974
  87. 11
  88. October 1974
  89. 12
  90. October 1974
  91. 13
  92. October 1974
  93. October 1974
  94. 14
  95. October 1974
  96. 15
  97. 16
  98. November 1974
  99. 17
  100. November 1974
  101. December 1974
  102. CODA
  103. Brukie’s Sandy
  104. 1
  105. 2
  106. 3
  107. 4
  108. 5
  109. 6
  110. 7
  111. 8
  112. 9
  113. 10
  114. 11
  115. 12
  116. 13
  117. 14
  118. 15
  119. 16
  120. 17
  121. 18
  122. 19
  123. 20
  124. 21
  125. 22
  126. 23
  127. 24
  128. 25
  129. 26
  130. 27
  131. April 1975
  132. Brukie’s Sandy
  133. 28
  134. 29
  135. 30
  136. 31
  137. 32
  138. 33
  139. Glossary
  140. Note
  141. Acknowledgments
  142. Works Cited

Jessie gave me a frown so like Clementina’s that my face twitched with trying not to laugh.

Clementina pushed her again.

Ay ay, Jessie said. So grudging.

What’s that, Miss Jessie? her mother demanded. Ay ay WHO, d’ye care to say?

The frown deepened, but Jessie said, Ay ay, Un-ty Meggie.

Hal, happy little thing he was, had been chattering away to himself but sobered at the sound of his sister’s voice. He looked at her and up at me.

Ay ay, he echoed solemnly. Un-ty Meggie.

I am too young to feel old, I thought.

I reached out a hand to each of them but they shrank back.

Clementina tsked.

Come with me, I said firmly, leading them to a big pinewood box in the kitchen.

Once a week, factory staff were allowed to buy a huge bag of broken biscuits for sixpence. I hefted the sack onto the table and scooped out bits and pieces by the handful: Cream Fingers, Nice, Gingernuts, Chocolate Creams.

Suspicion drained from Jessie’s face as I filled her hands, and Hal’s eyes widened. Both of them looked to their mother for a nod before stuffing their mouth with crumbs and buttercream and sugar. Not until they’d finished, and I was wiping their sticky hands and grinning faces on my apron, did I dare glance over at Clementina. But I wasn’t fooled by the scowl, the shake of her head: she didn’t begrudge me my shameless bribe. She was glad we were friends, me and the children, and never mind how.

Once they were cleaned up, she ushered them to play in the corner with a bag of things that rattled and tinkled, and poured two cups of lukewarm tea from the pot.

So where have they gone, Magnus an’ Stivvy?

Her forehead furrowed. Some place called … now, what did they say? The Anchor? Said they’d not be long, an’ they better not be!

Well, there wasn’t much money for it to be otherwise, and Magnus was not much of a drinker then, so I expected they’d be turning up any minute. I fancied Clementina thought the same, and there were things she wanted to say before they did.

So ye’re happy, quinie? she asked as I sat down opposite her. Happy in this place?

Aye. Happy enough. An’ ye’ll be too.

She shrugged. Stivvy has his mind set on this farm. A fisher an’ a gutting quine! All this way, an’ I’m to turn m’self into a crofter’s wifie now!

She shook her head. Show me your hands, quinie.

I held them out at once and she tut-tutted and pulled a face.

I sighed. Herring hands …

Salt an’ gipper hands …

Biscuit factory hands …

A disaster! And Clementina’s big snorting laugh set me off too.