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Chapters (142)
  1. About the Author
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. NOTEBOOK 1
  6. Brukie’s Sandy
  7. April 1972
  8. 1
  9. May 1972
  10. 2
  11. 3
  12. June 1972
  13. 4
  14. July 1972
  15. 5
  16. 6
  17. 7
  18. 8
  19. October 1972
  20. 9
  21. 10
  22. 11
  23. October 1972
  24. 12
  25. December 1972
  26. 13
  27. December 1972
  28. 14
  29. December 1972
  30. NOTEBOOK 2
  31. Brukie’s Sandy
  32. January 1973
  33. 1
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. March 1973
  40. 7
  41. 8
  42. 9
  43. 10
  44. April 1973
  45. 11
  46. 12
  47. 13
  48. 14
  49. June 1973
  50. 15
  51. July 1973
  52. 16
  53. 17
  54. 18
  55. 19
  56. August 1973
  57. 20
  58. 21
  59. August 1973
  60. 22
  61. 23
  62. 24
  63. August 1973
  64. 25
  65. August 1973
  66. 26
  67. August 1973
  68. 27
  69. NOTEBOOK 3
  70. Brukie’s Sandy
  71. March 1974
  72. 1
  73. 2
  74. 3
  75. 4
  76. 5
  77. April 1974
  78. 6
  79. 7
  80. June 1974
  81. 8
  82. July 1974
  83. 9
  84. August 1974
  85. 10
  86. August 1974
  87. 11
  88. October 1974
  89. 12
  90. October 1974
  91. 13
  92. October 1974
  93. October 1974
  94. 14
  95. October 1974
  96. 15
  97. 16
  98. November 1974
  99. 17
  100. November 1974
  101. December 1974
  102. CODA
  103. Brukie’s Sandy
  104. 1
  105. 2
  106. 3
  107. 4
  108. 5
  109. 6
  110. 7
  111. 8
  112. 9
  113. 10
  114. 11
  115. 12
  116. 13
  117. 14
  118. 15
  119. 16
  120. 17
  121. 18
  122. 19
  123. 20
  124. 21
  125. 22
  126. 23
  127. 24
  128. 25
  129. 26
  130. 27
  131. April 1975
  132. Brukie’s Sandy
  133. 28
  134. 29
  135. 30
  136. 31
  137. 32
  138. 33
  139. Glossary
  140. Note
  141. Acknowledgments
  142. Works Cited

On an early-autumn day in 1912, Clementina arrived from the top of the world. She and Stivvy had twins now, a girl and a boy. She struggled down the gangplank at Fremantle with a toddler’s hand in each of hers, none free to swat the flies beading her sticky face. And so my abiding memory is of her squinting and scowling at Fremantle, her lips furiously puffing air.

Stivvy, in front, pushed and jostled to clear a way for his family through the crowd. He nearly stumbled, nearly fell, so eager he was to leap free of the gangplank and onto the earth of his home-to-be. Imagine that—and Stivvy a man of the sea! Magnus Tulloch and I called to them through the wire fence but they could not hear us. We watched the Immigration officers herding them into the big tin shed where they would be questioned and stamped as the latest in a trail of immigrants to this small, struggling foothold of the Northern Hemisphere in the south.

It would be hours before they were cleared to go, but I told Magnus Tulloch that I had been waiting a long time to see Mrs Clementina Ratter and I would put up with the dust and sand to wait a while more. And besides, it was Sunday, and a mild autumn sun was warming my skin, sparkling the ocean harbour and burnishing the sky blue and gold and silver. Wherever else would anyone want to be?

Finally they were through, the four of them with blinking eyes and a cluster of bags—their kists would follow later. Stivvy heard rather than saw us first, and then he ran, and he and Magnus clutched each other like men drowning. Clementina stood back for a moment to roll her eyes at their hand pumping and shoulder slapping, and then she thrust the wee ones forward and clasped us all to her in a lopsided huddle. I was weeping shamelessly in a mixture of great happiness to see her again and a breath-punching sadness that was something to do with all we had been through together.

Hush, quinie, she whispered, releasing us, ye’ll be scaring the bairns, ye great daftie lassie. Just the same, she ran a sleeve across her eyes and cheeks and either side of her neck, and I did not think it was just to mop the sweat or send the flies on their way.