Chapters (61)
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Map of The Wastes
- I
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- II
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- III
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- IV
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- V
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Acknowledgments
- Sample Chapter from ALL THESE MONSTERS
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I push him away, laughing. “What did I say about that name?” He captures my wrists and we collapse onto the bed in a fit of playful wrestling that lengthens, slows.
Tomorrow I have to leave again, venture into the unknown. There’s no guarantee that I’ll see another year, or five, or fifty, because that’s life—an uncertain path, a continuous cycle that leads to death and back again.
But I have this moment now, with Asher, and I’ll steal an hour or two with Bay at dawn before we leave. I have a brother who will travel with me, and a pack that will wait for me to return, and a band of sisters not in blood, but in spirit, who I will follow anywhere. Women who inspire me to be more than I ever dreamed.
The ease with which we all fit together fills my heart.
I trust these people with my life. I trust them with my soul.
All this time, I realize, I was only trying to find them. They are my Verdant, my green place, my paradise among the desert.
The map always led to them.
Acknowledgments
This book would not exist without my dear friend Jodi Meadows, who listened when I needed to brainstorm, provided suggestions when I was stuck, and cheered me on when I lost confidence. Jodi, I am deeply grateful.
Thanks also to my agent, Sara Crowe, and the team at Pippin Properties, as well as my editor, Kate O’Sullivan, and all the wonderful book champions at HMH who touched this story during its journey to publication. Matt Griffin and Virginia Allyn, thank you for the incredible cover art and stunning map, respectively.
To my writing friends (you know who you are), thanks for your support and camaraderie. This is a strange yet wonderful career, and it’s a blessing to have friends to discuss all the highs and lows with.
I spent a lot of the brainstorming phase for this novel talking aloud, bouncing worldbuilding ideas off my husband as I obsessed over tiny details. Rob, thank you for tolerating me. Kids, thanks for “tolerating” when I had to work. (We can discuss what those quotation marks imply when you’re a bit older.) You are my Verdant, my green place, my paradise among the desert. Mommy loves you, always and forever.
And last, to you, the reader: Thank you for spending some time with my words. You are the reason I have this job and that is never lost on me.
Sample Chapter from ALL THESE MONSTERS
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The bag slammed into my body, and I hit the mat with a grunt. I flipped over, scrambling to my knees as I tried to find the weapon that just flew out of my hand.
Four claws appeared at my throat. A loud buzzer sounded.
Dead.