Chapters (35)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Announcement
- Excerpt
- Also by Jenny Holiday
- About the Publisher
“Marie is enamored of eighties and nineties pop culture. I’ve watched it with her.”
“Well, it’s a good movie,” she said defensively. “And if you think about it, it’s an oddly progressive one. Made in the 1980s but set in the 1960s, yet it’s much more forward-thinking on issues of sexism and reproductive rights than pop culture is today.”
He hadn’t thought of it like that. “It does rather align with your interests, doesn’t it?”
“Yes, but lest you think me too high-minded: oh, the dancing in that movie! That lift in the lake!” She laughed. “And honestly, I used to have a crush on Patrick Swayze when I was a kid. Or at least Dirty Dancing–era Patrick Swayze. My mom loved him, and I guess she passed it on to me. But as it relates to this party, since I don’t have Patrick Swayze to come rescue me from my corner, I’ll just have to rescue myself.” There it was, the brusque efficiency that had been missing before. But he was beginning to understand that sometimes the brusque efficiency was a facade.
“Will you have backup?” It wasn’t that he didn’t think Dani could get herself out of any corners she found herself in, but he would prefer if she had support. “That woman I met? Sinéad?”
“She’ll have my back, yeah. Honestly, when I get tenure—if I get tenure—I’m either not going to these parties anymore or I’m going to go wearing something outrageous, and I won’t watch what I say at all—ha!”
Max bit back his impulse to issue a “When you get tenure” correction. As they’d grown closer, he’d come to understand that the tenure system in North America was different from in Europe. It meant job security and academic freedom for life, so it truly was a milestone. He’d creeped a bit on her web presence and those of her colleagues, and in his admittedly biased opinion, she was doing more interesting work than many of them. But he didn’t want to be dismissive of her concerns, and he didn’t have a handle on the departmental politics, so he bit his tongue. But privately he had confidence, and if tenure meant she could start swanning into parties wearing green taffeta dresses and telling everyone to fuck off, he couldn’t wait.
Chapter Nine
On the Thursday of the last week of summer break, Dani was walking on the beach near her parents’ house when her phone rang. Max. It was an odd time of day for him to be calling. They talked frequently, but usually later in the day. “Hi. What’s up?”
“I’m outside your building, but you’re not home.”
What? “I’m sorry, did you just say you’re outside my building?”
“Yes. Surprise!”
“Max! What are you doing?”