Chapters (27)
- COVER
- DORSAI!
- Introduction
- CADET
- MAN
- MERCENARY
- MERCENARY II
- MERCENARY III
- FORCE-LEADER
- FORCE-LEADER
- VETERAN
- AIDE-DE-CAMP
- STAFF LIAISON
- ACTING CAPTAIN
- SUB-PATROL CHIEF
- SUB-PATROL CHIEF II
- HERO
- WAR CHIEF
- WAR CHIEF II
- PART-MORON
- PROTECTOR
- PROTECTOR II
- PROTECTOR III
- COMMANDER IN CHIEF
- COMMANDER IN CHIEF II
- SECRETARY FOR DEFENSE
- DONAL
“I was mistaken,” Hugh’s tone was soothing. “Something came to my attention—at any rate I was wrong. I have my own built-in moral system, too, Anea. It may not reach the level of psychological blockage like yours,” he drew himself up, looking very martial in the moonlight. “But I know what’s honorable and right.”
“Oh, I know. I know, Hugh—” she was all contrition. “But I get so desperate. You don’t know—”
“If he had only made some move against you personally—”
“Me?” She stiffened. “He wouldn’t dare! A Select of Kultis—and besides,” she added with more of a touch of common sense than Donal had heretofore given her credit for possessing, “that’d be foolish. He’d have nothing to gain; and Kultis would be alerted against him.”
“I don’t know,” Hugh scowled in the moonlight. “He’s a man like anyone else. If I thought—”
“Oh, Hugh!” she giggled suddenly, like any schoolgirl. “Don’t be absolutely ridiculous!”
“Ridiculous!” His tone rang with wounded feelings.
“Oh, now—I didn’t mean that. Hugh, now stop looking like an elephant that just had his trunk stung by a bee. There’s no point in making things up. He’s far too intelligent to—” she giggled again, then sobered. “No, it’s his head we have to worry about; not his heart.”
“Do you worry about my heart?” he asked in a low voice.
She looked down at the ground.
“Hugh—I do like you,” she said. “But you don’t understand. A Select is a . . . a symbol.”
“If you mean you can’t—”
“No, no, not that—” she looked up quickly. “I’ve no block against love, Hugh. But if I was involved in something . . . something small, and mean, it’s what it would do to those back on Kultis to whom a Select means something— You do understand?”
“I understand that I’m a soldier,” he said. “And that I never know whether I’ll have a tomorrow or not.”
“I know,” she said. “And they send you out on things like this, dangerous things.”
“My dear little Anea,” he said, tenderly. “How little you understand what it is to be a soldier. I volunteered for this job.”
“Volunteered?” She stared at him.
“To go look for danger—to go look for opportunities to prove myself!” he said, fiercely. “To make myself a name, so that the stars will believe I’m the kind of man a Select of Kultis could want and belong with!”
“Oh, Hugh!” she cried on a note of enthusiasm. “If you only could! If only something would make you famous. Then we could really fight him!”
He checked, staring at her in the moonlight with such a sandbagged expression that Donal, in the shadows, nearly chuckled.
“Must you always be talking about politics?” he cried.