Back Distress
Chapters (38)
  1. Title Page
  2. Technolibération
  3. PART ONE
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. PART TWO
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. PART THREE
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. PART FOUR
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Epilogue
  38. Author’s Note

“No. We parted company. Five years ago. When I migrated.”

To asex. “Five years ago? How old were you?”

“Sixteen.”

“Isn’t that too young for surgery?” I was, still, only guessing, but it would take more than superficial androgyny to split up most families.

“Not in Brazil.”

“And they took it badly?”

Ve said bitterly, “They didn’t understand. Technolibération , asex – everything that mattered to me; none of it made sense to them. Once I had a mind of my own, they started treating me like some kind of … alien foundling. They were highly educated, highly paid, sophisticated, cosmopolitan … traditionalists. They were still tied to Malawi – and to one social stratum, and all its values and prejudices – wherever they went. I had no homeland. I was free.” Ve laughed. “Travel shows up the invariants: the same hypocrisies repeating themselves, over and over. By the time I was fourteen, I’d lived in thirty different cultures – and I’d figured out that sex was for dumb conformists.”

That almost shut me up. I asked tentatively, “You mean gender – or intercourse?”

“Both.”

I said, “Some people need both. Not just biologically – I know, you can switch that off. But … for identity. For self-esteem.”

Kuwale snorted, highly amused. “ Self-esteem is a commodity invented by twentieth-century personal growth cults. If you want self-esteem – or an emotional center – go to Los Angeles and buy it.” Ve added, more sympathetically, “What is it with you Westerners? Sometimes it sounds to me like all the pre-scientific psychology of Freud and Jung – and all its market-driven US regurgitations – has hijacked your language and culture so completely that you can’t even think about yourselves anymore, except in cult-speak. And it’s so ingrained now, you don’t even know when you’re doing it.”

“Maybe you’re right.” I was beginning to feel unspeakably old and traditionalist myself. If Kuwale was the future, the generation after ver was going to be entirely beyond my comprehension. Which was probably no bad thing, but it was still a painful realization. “But what do you put in place of Western psychobabble? Asex and technolibération I can almost understand – but what’s the great attraction of Anthrocosmology? If you want a dose of cosmic reassurance, why not at least choose a religion with an afterlife?”

“You should join the murderers up on deck, if you think you can choose what’s true and what isn’t.”