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All right,” I said. “Go get some kids for Kick the Can, and I'll show you something you can use.”
“By playing Kick the Can?” Astor said with a pout. “We don't want to know that.”
“Why do I always win when we play Kick the Can?” I asked them.
“You don't,” Cody said.
“Sometimes I let one of you win,” I said loftily.
“Ha,” Cody said.
“The point is,” I said, I know how to move quietly. Why could that be important?”
“Sneak up on people,” Cody said, which were a lot of words in a row for him. It was wonderful to see him coming out of his shell with this new hobby.
“Yes,” I said. “And Kick the Can is a good game to practice that.” They looked at each other, and then Astor said, “Show us first, and then we'll go get everybody”
“All right,” I said, and I stood up and led them to the hedge between our yard and the neighbors'.
It was not dark yet, but the shadows were getting longer and we stood there in the shaded grass beside the hedge. I closed my eyes for just a moment; something stirred in the dark back seat and I let the rustling of black wings rattle softly through me, feeling myself blend in with the shadows and become a part of the darkness ...
“What are you doing?” Astor said.
I opened my eyes and looked at her. She and her brother were staring at me as if I had suddenly started to eat dirt, and it occurred to me that trying to explain an idea like becoming one with the darkness might be a tough sell. But it had been my idea to do this, so there was really no way around it.
“First,” I said, trying to sound casually logical, “you have to make yourself relax, and feel like you're a part of the night around you.”
“It's not night,” Astor pointed out.
“Then just be a part of the late afternoon, okay?” I said. She looked dubious, but she didn't say anything else, so I went on.
“Now,” I said. “There's something inside you that you need to wake up, and you need to listen to it. Does that make sense to you?”
“Shadow Guy,” said Cody, and Astor nodded.
I looked at the two of them and felt something close to religious wonder. They knew about the Shadow Guy —their name for the Dark Passenger. They had it inside them as certainly as I did, and were familiar enough with its existence to have named it. There could be no doubt about it —they were already in the same dark world I lived in. It was a profound moment of connection, and I knew now that I was doing the right thing —these were my children and the Passenger's and the thought that we were together in this stronger-than-blood bond was almost overwhelming.
I was not alone. I had a large and wonderful responsibility in taking charge of these two and keeping them safely on the Harry Path to becoming what they already were, but with safety and order.