Chapters (62)
Bosch looked up and over his shoulder at her.
“Okay,” Ballard said. “But you need to tell her. In fact, we need to call her right now to tell her I found you and you’re okay.”
“We can call her but she doesn’t need to know about this other stuff,” Bosch said. “She’s starting her life and she shouldn’t have to worry about me.”
“This really fucking sucks.”
“It is what it is. I take those pills out of the drawer every morning. Then I put them back at the end of the day. When it’s the right time, I won’t.”
“You can’t do that, Harry.”
“If I don’t, it’s going to get messy. I don’t want that. I want Maddie to have the house and a life without any ghosts.”
“But that’s exactly what you’ll be leaving her. A ghost.”
“I really don’t want to talk about this anymore, Renée. I’ll talk to Maddie when I get back to L.A. Right now, I need to make a call.”
“A call to who?”
“Stephen Gallagher’s sister in Ireland.”
“What will you tell her?”
“Not much. Just that justice is done, and I’ll leave it at that. I think they’re five hours ahead of us over there. I don’t want to wait too long. It should be daylight for her when I call.”
“Then what?”
“Then I’m going to drive back to Miami and try to catch a plane home.”
“Will you at least text your daughter and tell her you’re okay?”
“I don’t have a phone. Why don’t you text her and say I’ll talk to her tomorrow. I have to think of what to say.”
“All right, Harry. I’ll do that.”
“Thank you. What about you? You just got here. You want to go back with me?”
Ballard looked past him and out at the water.
“I was thinking of sticking around for sunset,” she said. “They’re supposed to be awesome here.”
Bosch nodded.
“That’s what I hear,” he said.
“Tell me one thing,” Ballard said. “Off the record or whatever way you want to.”
“I’ll try.”
“Did you come here to kill him?”
Bosch was silent for a long time before he answered.
“No,” he finally said. “That wasn’t the plan at all.”
EPILOGUE
BY PRIOR AGREEMENT, Ballard drove because Bosch didn’t want to put the miles on his rental. She picked him up at six and they were at the spot off the Old Spanish Trail before eight, thanks to her use of the car’s code 3 lights and a steady ninety-mile-per-hour pace.