Chapters (48)
- Cover
- part one
- prologue
- chapter one
- Four years later
- chapter two
- chapter three
- chapter four
- chapter five
- chapter six
- chapter seven
- chapter eight
- chapter nine
- chapter ten
- chapter eleven
- chapter twelve
- chapter thirteen
- chapter fourteen
- part two
- chapter fifteen
- chapter sixteen
- chapter seventeen
- chapter eighteen
- chapter nineteen
- chapter twenty
- chapter twenty-one
- chapter twenty-two
- chapter twenty-three
- part three
- chapter twenty-four
- chapter twenty-five
- chapter twenty-six
- chapter twenty-seven
- chapter twenty-eight
- chapter twenty-nine
- chapter thirty
- chapter thirty-one
- chapter thirty-two
- chapter thirty-three
- chapter thirty-four
- chapter thirty-five
- chapter thirty-six
- chapter thirty-seven
- chapter thirty-eight
- acknowledgments
- About Kyra Davis
- Copyright
- contents
“My name is Lander,” he supplies.
“Lander, the landowning lion.”
He nods in confirmation. “And what’s your name?”
“Bell.”
“You were named for your beauty.”
I shake my head, a little harder than necessary. “It’s a nickname. B. E. L. L. No ‘e’ at the end. Like Taco Bell.”
“Like Taco Bell?” he repeats. “Did you just say that?”
“What should I have said? A church bell?”
“No.” He takes his drink and downs more than half of it in a gulp. “But maybe like an alarm bell.”
I giggle at that and shake my head in protest, though I’m secretly flattered.
“Care to tell me your real name?” he asks.
“Guess,” I call over my shoulder as I leave to serve another customer.
I can feel him watching me and I work to make sure my movements are graceful, too graceful for this place. That’s what he should think. I want him to be curious about me.
I need him to want me.
“Keep ’em on their toes,” my mother used to say. “If they don’t know what’s coming next, they’ll keep coming back in hopes of figuring it out.”
I remember that conversation so well, although at the time I pretended not to listen. I had found it distasteful to be advised on men and dating through bulletproof glass.
Looking back on it, I really hope she knew I was listening.
More customers come in: a chick dressed like a prostitute clinging to a guy dressed like a deadbeat, then a dark-skinned man with a scar, and, a few minutes later, a light-skinned guy with a grizzled beard and a bald head. They all glance in Lander’s direction but none of them bother him. It’s like he’s mingling when he shows up here. He doesn’t belong. He’s no better than those tourists on the double-decker buses, gaping at the sights of the city without ever understanding the first thing about the lives of the people who live in it. Does he know that?
The unspoken question helps me. It sharpens my focus and fortifies me for the next step. When I go back I look him in the eye and silently invite him to restart the conversation.
“Bella,” he says, his eyes moving from my hair, to my eyes, to the antique garnet ring I wear on my right hand.
“That would be too easy,” I say.
“Belinda.”
“Nope.”
“Blair.”
“Now you’re just pulling names out of your ass.”
He almost spits out his drink as he holds back an ill-timed laugh. When he composes himself, he opens his mouth again to continue but I gently press my finger against his lips. The move is startlingly intimate and he immediately falls silent.
“That’s three strikes,” I say as I pull my hand back. “Looks like you’re not getting to first base tonight.”
He cocks his head. “There’s always tomorrow.”