He rises up and lifts me into an embrace and finally I get hold of his belt and pull it off with speed and force. There can be no more waiting. As Lander pointed out, we’ve wasted enough time. I pull his pants and boxer briefs down and he steps out of them. This time I’m the one to fall to my knees, and I taste him, licking the head of his cock, running my hands up and down its length before tracing that small ridge that leads from the head to the base with my tongue, teasing him, making him so hard he moans, desperate for relief.

He yanks me to my feet and turns me around, bending me over so I have to support myself with my hands on the floor, my body a perfect upside-down V as he enters me. His thrust is powerful and deep, stimulating my clit from the inside as the unique angle allows me to experience him in a brand-new way.

Everything about this is new. He’s not the man I thought he was.

He’s so much better.

As he continues to thrust, his hand moves around me and finds my clit, making the sensation overpowering and complete. I know another orgasm is coming and I give in to it immediately, letting it overwhelm me, letting him overwhelm me.

He grabs me by the hair and pulls me up, turning my neck to the side with one strong hand so he can kiss me again. His other hand roams hungrily over my breasts. And the moment he releases me, I turn and push him down into the chair, straddling him. I lean back and place one hand on each of his knees before raising up to rest my ankles on his shoulders. I rock myself back and forth. He can see every part of me and I can see him. I can see what I’m doing to him. I can see him watching me. And now I can see who he is.

Hands on the small of my back, he encourages my motion. I know that he’s close and I increase my pace, trembling as I do.

“Lander,” I call out again.

“Adoncia,” he whispers, and within moments I feel him come inside me with a volcanic strength. For a moment I don’t move, I just want to feel him pulsing inside me.

And then finally, after I lower my legs and rest my chest against his, after I lay my head down on his powerful shoulders, I say, “Please,” between panting breaths, “my friends call me Doncia.”

I don’t have to see Lander’s face to know that he’s smiling. It’s a new beginning.

And it’s our game now.

acknowledgments