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Chapters (25)
  1. Cover
  2. Half Title
  3. By the same author
  4. Title
  5. Dedication
  6. Wilfred Owen Award Speech
  7. Democracy
  8. Mountain Language
  9. The Disappeared
  10. The New World Order
  11. One for the Road
  12. The Old Days
  13. Press Conference
  14. An Open Letter to the Prime Minister
  15. House of Commons Speech
  16. God Bless America
  17. American Football
  18. Iraq Debate, Imperial War Museum
  19. The “Special Relationship”
  20. The Bombs
  21. Ashes to Ashes
  22. Weather Forecast
  23. After Lunch
  24. Meeting
  25. Death
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REBECCA That’s funny, somewhere in a dream . . . a long time ago . . . I heard someone calling me sweetheart.

Pause.

REBECCA (cont.) I looked up. I’d been dreaming. I don’t know whether I looked up in the dream or as I opened my eyes. But in this dream a voice was calling. That I’m certain of. This voice was calling me. It was calling me sweetheart.

Pause.

REBECCA (cont.) Yes.

Pause.

REBECCA (cont.) I walked out into the frozen city. Even the mud was frozen. And the snow was a funny color. It wasn’t white. Well, it was white but there were other colors in it. It was as if there were veins running through it. And it wasn’t smooth, as snow is, as snow should be. It was bumpy. And when I got to the railway station I saw the train. Other people were there.

Pause.

REBECCA (cont.) And my best friend, the man I had given my heart to, the man I knew was the man for me the moment we met, my dear, my most precious companion, I watched him walk down the platform and tear all the babies from the arms of their screaming mothers.

Silence.

DEVLIN Did you see Kim and the kids?

She looks at him.

DEVLIN (cont.) You were going to see Kim and the kids today.

She stares at him.

DEVLIN (cont.) Your sister Kim and the kids.

REBECCA Oh, Kim! And the kids, yes. Yes. Yes, of course I saw them. I had tea with them. Didn’t I tell you?

DEVLIN No.

REBECCA Of course I saw them.

Pause.

DEVLIN How were they?

REBECCA Ben’s talking.

DEVLIN Really? What’s he saying?

REBECCA Oh, things like “My name is Ben.” Things like that. And “Mummy’s name is Mummy.” Things like that.

DEVLIN What about Betsy?

REBECCA She’s crawling.

DEVLIN No, really?

REBECCA I think she’ll be walking before we know where we are. Honestly.

DEVLIN Probably talking too. Saying things like “My name is Betsy.”

REBECCA Yes, of course I saw them. I had tea with them. But oh . . . my poor sister . . . she doesn’t know what to do.

DEVLIN What do you mean?

REBECCA Well, he wants to come back . . . you know . . . he keeps phoning and asking her to take him back. He says he can’t bear it, he says he’s given the other one up, he says he’s living quite alone, he’s given the other one up.

DEVLIN Has he?

REBECCA He says he has. He says he misses the kids.

Pause.

DEVLIN Does he miss his wife?

REBECCA He says he’s given the other one up. He says it was never serious, you know, it was only sex.

DEVLIN Ah.

Pause.

DEVLIN (cont.) And Kim?

Pause.

DEVLIN (cont.) And Kim?