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Chapters (37)
  1. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  2. DRAMATIS PERSONAE
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. BOOK ONE - RARAKU
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. BOOK TWO - WHIRLWIND
  11. CHAPTER SIX
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. BOOK THREE – CHAIN OF DOGS
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. BOOK FOUR - DEADHOUSE GATES
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. GLOSSARY
  34. TRIBES OF THE SEVEN SUBCONTINENTS
  35. PLACE NAMES
  36. TITLES AND GROUPS
  37. ASCENDANTS
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The others had all set out – Apsalar sparing one searching glance their way – leaving the two alone.

‘How can we trust in something we cannot understand?’ the Trell demanded. ‘You said “aware”. How? Precisely what is aware?’

‘I have no idea. I sense a presence, that is all. And if I can sense it, then it in turn can sense me. Tremorlor suffers, Mappo. It fights alone, and its cause is just. I mean to help the Azath, and so to Tremorlor lies the choice – to accept my help or not.’

The Trell struggled to disguise his distress. Oh, my friend, you offer help without realizing how quickly that blade can turn. In your ignorance you are so pure, so noble. If Tremorlor knows you better than you know yourself, will it dare accept your offer?

‘What is wrong, friend?’

Bleak suspicion showed in the Jhag’s eyes, and Mappo was forced to look away. What is wrong? I would speak to warn you, my friend. Should Tremorlor take you, the world is freed of a vast threat, but I lose a friend. No, I betray you to eternal imprisonment. The Elders and the Nameless Ones who set upon me this task would command me with certainty. They would care nothing of love. Nor would the young Trell warrior who so freely made his vow hesitate – for he did not know the man he was to follow. Nor did he possess doubts. Not then, so long ago. ‘I beg you, Icarium, let us turn back now. The risk is too great, my friend.’ He felt his eyes water as he stared out across the plain. My friend. At last, dear Elders, I am revealed to you. You chose wrongly. I am a coward.

‘I wish,’ Icarium said slowly, haltingly, ‘I wish I could understand. The war I see within you breaks my heart, Mappo. You must realize by now ...’

‘Realize what?’ the Trell croaked, still unable to meet the Jhag’s eyes.

‘That I would give my life for you, my only friend, my brother.’

Mappo wrapped his arms about himself. ‘No,’ he whispered. ‘Do not say that.’

‘Help me end your war. Please.’

The Trell drew a deep, ragged breath. ‘The city of the First Empire, the one upon the old island ...’

Icarium waited.

‘Destroyed ... by your hand, Icarium. Yours is a blind rage ... a rage unequalled. It burns fierce, so fierce all your memory of what you do is obliterated. I watch you – I have watched you stirring those cold ashes, ever seeking to discover who you are, yet there I stand, at your side, bound by a vow to prevent you ever committing such an act again. You have destroyed cities, entire peoples. Once you begin killing, you cannot stop, until all before you is . .. lifeless.’

The Jhag said nothing, nor could Mappo look at his friend. The Trell’s arms ached with his own protective, helpless hug. His anguish was a storm within him, and he was holding it back with all his strength.