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  1. DENNIS LEHANE
  2. DARKNESS, TAKE MY HAND
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Contents
  6. Prologue
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  46. Epilogue
  47. Acknowledgments
  48. About the Author
  49. Copyright
  50. About the Publisher

He dissects people, the voice hissed, while they’re still alive. And screaming.

“No,” I managed. “Outside of that, everything’s been pretty status quo, Ger.”

He chuckled. “A wonder you’ve made it this far, Patrick, the life you lead.”

They beg. And he laughs. They pray. And he laughs. This man, Patrick. This man with the open face and the kind eyes.

“Luck of the Irish,” I said.

“Don’t I know it.” He raised his glass of Jameson’s and winked, downed it. “Phil,” he said as he poured another, “what’re you doing these days?”

“What?” Phil said. “How do you mean?”

Phil clung to his seat like a rocket to its booster, as if the countdown had already begun and any second he’d shoot up through the roof.

“For work,” Gerry said. “You still work for Galvin Brothers?”

Phil blinked. “No, no. I’m, ah, a private contractor now, Gerry.”

“Steady work?”

This man opened Jason Warren’s body up and amputated his limbs, severed his head.

“What?” Phil sucked some beer from the bottle. “Oh, yeah, pretty steady.”

“You guys are a little slow tonight,” Gerry said.

“Ha-ha,” Phil said weakly.

This man hammered Kara Rider’s hands into frozen dirt.

His fingers snapped in front of my face.

“You still with us, Patrick?”

I smiled. “Take another beer, Gerry.”

“Sure thing.” He kept his eyes on me, steady and curious, as he reached behind him into the cooler.

Behind us “Let It Bleed” had given way to “Midnight Rambler” and the harmonica sounded like a persistent chuckle from the grave.

He handed me the beer, and his hand touched mine around the icy bottle as he did so and I resisted the urge to recoil.

“FBI interrogated me,” he said. “You hear about that?”

I nodded.

“The questions they asked, my God. Sure, they’re just doing their jobs, I understand, but the miserable cunts, I swear.”

He flashed his smile at Phil, but it didn’t fit those words, and suddenly I was aware of a smell that had been in here with us since we entered. It was a sweaty, musky smell, commingled with the stewy stench of matted hair and flesh.

It wasn’t coming from Gerry or Phil or me, because it wasn’t the smell of a human. It was the smell of an animal.

I glanced at the clock over Gerry’s shoulder. Fifteen minutes exactly since I’d talked to Devin.

Where was he?

I could still feel his hand where it had glanced off mine around the beer bottle. The skin burned.

That hand plucked out Peter Stimovich’s eyes.

Phil was leaning to his right, peering at something around the corner of the bar and Gerry looked at both of us and his smile evaporated.

I knew the silence was heavy and uncomfortable and suspicious, but I couldn’t think how to break it.

That smell rose into my nostrils again, and it was sickly warm, somehow, and I knew it came from my right, from the pitch black of the pool room.