Back Dark Site
Chapters (75)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. PART TWO
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. PART THREE
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. PART FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  36. PART FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  40. PART SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  51. PART SEVEN
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  57. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  58. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  59. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  64. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY
  71. Epilogue: FRAGMENTS
  72. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  73. Also by Patrick Lee
  74. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  75. Newsletter Sign-up

Danica spoke of it in tight little sentences, the brushstrokes of someone long-since worn out by a subject. Then she talked about her plans for the new degree. Getting her feet back under herself, career-wise. Doing some traveling, maybe in a few years. She struck Dryden as someone trying hard to keep her focus aimed forward and not back—someone determined to be happy again, and working toward it as best she could.

He told her his own story, in broad terms. His time in the military. His life afterward—the good and the bad. When he talked about his wife and daughter, he heard himself lapse into the same tight brushstrokes Danica had used a moment before. It was always hard to tell someone about Trisha and Erin. There was no way to say that your family had died, without making that person feel miserable for you. He said it and then moved past it; he talked about the last five years, flipping houses in little beach towns up the coast from L.A. The feeling of making things beautiful again—of enjoying nearly every day, even the hard ones, because you were always making headway, getting things done. He told her about the big Spanish villa in Malibu, and the work it would take to bring it back to life. When he described it, Danica looked as if she were picturing the place, taking it in.

She shifted in her sleep now. She rolled her head to the left, facing him, her eyes still closed. A lock of her bangs hung past one side of her face, moving a little in the air from the dash vents.

He tried to remember the last time someone had had this much of an impact on him, this quickly. He’d been in relationships, on and off for a few years now, trying to restart that part of his life. When he’d begun dating again, he hadn’t expected to find the kind of connection he’d had with Trisha—they had met in high school—and so far, that expectation had been borne out. The relationships had all been fun enough, had all seemed worth trying, had all been just … fine. And with each of them, in the end, the lack of depth had been a mutual feeling. Every one of them had ended with a kind of shared shrug. This was nice. Take care.