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Chapters (75)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. PART TWO
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. PART THREE
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. PART FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  36. PART FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  40. PART SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  51. PART SEVEN
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  57. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  58. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  59. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  64. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY
  71. Epilogue: FRAGMENTS
  72. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  73. Also by Patrick Lee
  74. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  75. Newsletter Sign-up

The kid with the Frisbee threw it one last time and then headed in to the beach. The dog chased it down and plucked it out of the foam of a breaking wave.

“In those first days after I came out of the coma,” Dryden said, “I remember asking my parents what had happened in those months I couldn’t remember. The end of the school year, the whole first half of summer. All that stuff was blank. I remember my dad telling me we’d actually been planning to move, because his firm wanted to transfer him to some regional HQ somewhere. He said we were already at the new place, living there for a few days, when the car accident happened. In the aftermath of it, he and my mom decided against the move. Decided to come back to L.A. and let me recover there. They told me all that in passing, like the move was no big deal. They didn’t really seem to want to talk about it. It was like, Don’t think about any of that stuff. Just focus on getting better. That’s all that matters. I remember friends saying, Yeah, you left, we had the whole going away party and everything. But compared to the accident itself, compared to almost dying, I hardly thought about the move at all. After the coma I spent a month mostly in bed, my brain still about halfway fogged over. By the time I was past all that, I don’t think the subject of moving away ever came up again. My parents sure as hell never brought it up. It was just this weird little detail that came and went.”

“Do you remember the name of the place? Where you moved to?”

Dryden shook his head. “If I ever heard it, it would have been during those weeks when my head was still cloudy. I don’t remember ever asking about it, later on. After a while I never even thought about it.”

His eyes trailed over the jotted bullet point again.

“Three or four months,” he said softly. “If I had to pin it down, I’d say that’s how big the gap in my memory was. Like early April to late July that year, 1989. I can remember looking back and trying to get a fix on the last thing I could recall before the coma, and it was spring break. After that there was nothing.”

He looked up from the notepad and met Danica’s gaze.

“When I saw this scrub file this morning,” Dryden said, “none of this even occurred to me. All my life, I never once questioned whether that accident really happened. Why would I? And this morning it never even crossed my mind as a dot to connect to all this.”

Danica looked away through the windshield. Dryden could still hear the dog barking, splashing around.