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Chapters (75)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. PART TWO
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. PART THREE
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. PART FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  36. PART FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  40. PART SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  51. PART SEVEN
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  57. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  58. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  59. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  64. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY
  71. Epilogue: FRAGMENTS
  72. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  73. Also by Patrick Lee
  74. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  75. Newsletter Sign-up

He kept looking at her eyes, too. They were big and brown and alive in some way he hadn’t seen in many other people. He tried not to look at them too much—tried not to look when she happened to be looking back. He hoped it wasn’t obvious. The whole eye-contact thing was tricky, although it helped that they were on swings. Most of the time they were both just looking forward, across the road at the open farmland, or else at their feet trailing aimlessly in the dirt beneath them.

Neither of them got the swings moving. They just sat there talking. There was something cool about that—just sitting there. It felt a little grown-up, Sam thought. Maybe that was it.

Dani was twelve, like him. She had lived in Ashland for only the past three months. She and her parents had lived in L.A. before that, a fact that triggered a whole rush of things to talk about. Dani had grown up in Long Beach, which really wasn’t anywhere near Sam’s old home in Century City, but they had a ton of common references anyway. They had both been to Griffith Park, and Disneyland, of course—Dani’s favorite thing at Disney was New Orleans Square. Sam had never given it a serious look, but he found himself rethinking it now, hearing the way she talked about it.

Each of them had also been to the Forum a handful of times with their parents. Both were duly pissed about the NBA finals the month before. The whole playoffs had been perfect before that: three shutout series, one after another. Then the finals—against Detroit, of all teams; it was going to be like a revenge movie. Everyone said so. When Magic pulled his hamstring I thought my dad was going to kick in the TV, Dani said. Out for the rest of the series, I couldn’t believe it.

Sam asked her what it had been like living here for the past three months, after being used to L.A.

She said it had been better than she expected, for one reason: she’d met a girl named Lauren who moved in around the same time as her. Lauren was from D.C., which was about as different from L.A. as a place could be, but the two of them had clicked instantly.

“It was great,” she said. The words came out soft. Sad.

“Was?”

She nodded. “Lauren and her dad moved back to D.C. last week. I’ve been bored out of my mind ever since.”

A silence settled in. It was the first time in ten minutes that Sam couldn’t think of what to say. Sorry to hear about that would sound fake, he thought. Or cliché, or whatever. He gave it ten seconds, but nothing good came to mind.

“That sucks,” he said.

“It really sucks,” Dani said. “Thanks.”

Sam nodded.